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i waited for you,

that day at the train.

i was there.

you hated me.

but i knew that i had to watch you go.

and when you came back, i didn't

tell you.

because i wanted you to be mad at me.

i deserved it.

but now, i wish you had known.

maybe then i wouldn't

feel your

hatred

in each crevice of my being.