Hotel Room Service ( A Julian Draxler Fanfiction)[Completed]

Chapter 32

~When someone appears in your dreams, it means that this person misses you~

~Today~

Julian

- I.....I love you Julian.
Her words were still into my brain. They made me feel pain because she admitted that she loved me and I haven't done anything. She left the hotel like crazy and I didn't even try to stop her. Why was I acting like that ? Deep down I knew why. I had decided to do some things that would help me take some answers. But Lila wasn't involved in that. Lila shouldn't learn of that because she would hate me.
I checked my phone for any missing calls. Both Vanessa and Kim had called me a million times but I wasn't going to answer. I had other priorities.
I had planned this a lot of times. I didn't know if I would manage anything but I had to try. I would try for her. For Lila. Cause I loved her. Maybe more than she does love me.
I walked to the lobby again knowing that Lila wasn't there since her shift was over only a few hours ago. I searched for her headmistress and I found her in an office near the lobby. I knocked the door hesitating. Now that I was going to make it happen I was afraid.
- Come in.
Cody said and I opened the door.
- Hello mrs. Sorry for disturbing you.
- Don't worry mr.....
She said so to tell her my name again although I wasn't sure if she didn't really remember or she was doing that on purpose just not to show if she was a fan or not.
- Draxler.
I informed her.
- Yes, right. How can I help you mr. Draxler ?
- Well, I need to ask you something about one of your assistants.
- What do you actually mean by something ?
- Something personal.
- I'm not sure if I can answer though.
- It's a simple question.
- I don't know if this is right.
- You can trust me. I need to know. It's very important.
I said looking at her. She must has sympathized me or something because she nodded.
- Fine. What do you want to know ?

I was waiting in my car staring at the house. I was acting like a psycho path. How have I come up with just a so stupid idea ? I shouldn't do that. I have no right of doing that. But I was so curious that I could do anything right now.
I thought of leaving. But then as I saw her walking the street I changed my mind. She had so much in common with Lila. She was pale, with the same black hair but not as curly as Lila's and with the same big brown eyes. She was shorter and skinnier than her but still beautiful. She walked inside her house closing her door behind her. I thought that it was now or never. I opened my car's door and I walked to her house door. Approaching her was better than approaching anyone else. She always approved me and I really thought she could help me. I was standing outside her door not able to decide whether to knock or not. But before I could think of it any longer I was already knocking at her door.
I waited impatiently some seconds thinking that she maybe won't open. I was mistaken once more because the door opened and I saw her there looking at me shocked.
- Julian ?
She asked not able to believe in her eyes.
- Hello Valerie. Can I come in ?

- Are you sure you don't want to drink anything ?
She asked for the tenth time. I could feel she was nervous but I couldn't blame her for that. I was nervous myself.
- No, thanks.
I responded again while waving no with my head.
- So, how can I help you ?
She asked nervously. Has she understood why I came here ? She seemed pretty nervous.
- I wanted to ask you some......questions.
I admitted not looking at her.
- Sure. Anything.
She answered.
- It's about your movement.....
- No, Julian please. I don't know how you've learned it but don't make this any harder. It cost me. The movement cost me a lot of things. I moved just not to see him again. He's everything I think about. Of course I'm not the same person after that. But how did you learn it ?
She asked looking at me confused. I don't think we were talking about the same thing and that complicated things.
- Um look Valerie, I'm afraid you misunderstood.
Valerie looked at me biting her lip. She was nervous. A lot more nervous than she should.
- I'm really sorry Julian. I guess you didn't mean me moving in Munich again. I was in Manchester you know and.......and it doesn't matter.
I nodded. Something was up. I decided to learn what. Maybe she could talk to me easier if she talked about her problems first.
- Yes, I know that you were in Manchester.
I said remembering Lila telling that her sister has just came back from England a couple of time ago.
- Yes, I worked there.
- Really ? What did you do for living ?
I asked as it was obvious that she wasn't doing it anymore.
- I'm a physiotherapist.
She said. Why did I have the feeling that she was avoiding the topic ?
- That's good. Have you found a better job here ?
I asked and then I remembered what she said. Something was wrong with a man.
- I.....quitted. I wasn't getting along with some of my......colleagues.
She answered although I think that the word colleagues wasn't the right word.
- That's a shame.
- Yes, it is.
She answered hastily.
- Calm down. I'm sorry to upset you with that. I haven't even came here for that.
I said giving up. Our previous conversation wasn't going anywhere.
- I'm glad about it.
She said and for the first time since I came I saw her smiling.
- When I said movement I was actually referring to......
I stopped. It was pointless. I started feeling like a complete fool.
- I know what you're referring at. I'm the one to apologize. I thought you came here because you knew something about my personal life. How stupid!
- How am I suppose to know something personal about you ?
I asked understanding that something was bothering her.
- I don't know. Maybe you've read it somewhere. I for example know about your wedding.
She said raising an eyebrow.
- Mine's all over newspapers. That happens when you're a public person. Are you a public person ?
I asked joking just to make her relax, but it did exactly the opposite.
- No.
She said looking down.
- Okay, seriously now, what's going on ?
I asked. She looked at me with tears filling her eyes.
- It's not important.
- But it's important enough to make you cry.
I said pointing out the obvious.
- It's nothing Julian.
- Okay, what could be worse than falling for a footballer and then moving leaving him clueless ?
I asked joking referring to my love story with Lila but Valerie looked at me being upset.
What the.....?
- I thought you said you didn't know.
She said looking suspiciously at me.
- But I don't.
I answered rolling my eyes.
- Fine. I've worked in Manchester City as a physiotheraprist and.....
And she must have been fucked with one of those footballers there.
As if she had read my mind she responded immediately.
- I was dating Kevin. Kevin De Bruyne.
She said whispering as if it was a secret.
- Okay.
- We broke up a couple of time ago. We were fighting a lot.
She said being sad at the thought.
- I'm really sorry for that.
- It's okay. Back to you now Julian. What are you doing here ?
- I came to ask you about your movement.
- Movement ?
- When we were in high school.
Valerie looled at me comfuesed.
- And how can I help you with that ?
She asked.
- By telling me why you moved firstly.
- Oh. I thought Lila have told you.
- No.
I answered pretty annoyed at the thought.
- My father lost most of our money and his bussinesses and because we could have a better life in Munich we moved. That simple.
- Sounds logical.
- It's.
- Another question now and just to inform you this isn't logical at all.
- I'll try to answer though.
She replied smiling
- Why hasn't Lila given a second chance to our long distance relation ?
I asked feeling dizzy.
- Oh, that......
Valerie said looking down.