Amelia: dude open the door. Brandon: coming babe Amelia: stop calling me that. Just open the DAMMN door!
As he open the damn door, he looked at me seductively.
(Guys I'm sorry I'm going to end my book here)
I could here an annoying voice. Ugh she was here:(
"R u ready?" "Yes"
I started sweating. My body felt weak My heart started pounding faster faster faster.
I took a deep breath and just opened the door.
:( it was true:( they were kissing. I knew it. I just knew. They did not knew I was in the room until I clenched my fist.
"Bby omg it's not what u think" Neil said with a culpable voice.
He should be feeling guilty.
"I don't need to hear anything"
I left the room with a torn heart. I just started tearing up. Oh Gosh how it hurts. I just pushed Brandon out of the way and started running outside.
**amelia home**
I just slammed myself onto the bed. I took the pillow and started screaming in it and letting it all out. I couldn't face the fact that he just....... I just need someone to be with me to comfort me. Why. I ran to the bathroom crying and looked at myself. "Am I that ugly *cries*" I look under the drawer and took out a box. I open it and said. "Oh it's been a Long time" It was a blade. I took it and started cutting and slashing myself. OH GOSH HOW IT FELT GOOD. OH IT FEELS GOOD. HOW ITS FEELS GOOD. Every slash just took the pain away from me. It was wonderful. "It's NOT ENOUGH!" I ran down to the kitchen and took a knife. "Is this it? IS THIS IT!? I need to end this. Every second was precious as I was thinking if I should end it. It just sucks:( no. I said. No....no.....no... I said that I would make it a more painful death. I took some sleeping pills under my bed and just put them all. I ran under the sink and slowly swallowed it. It did nothing! I ran to my bed and started crying and crying again. Oh Gosh. I just started tearing my skin. I wanted it to end. I wanted the pain to end.
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I wanted it to end. As my vision started getting blur. I heard a familiar voice. It was an old voice. I knew who it exactly was. It couldn't be. Then, I just blacked out. The last words I heard were "HELLO!" The person was......... *blacked out* End ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"I thought to myself. I love dreaming because that was the only place I could be free." ^new story. Hope u guys enjoyed the book. New story coming out. The quote is going to be in my new book. Stay tuned:)
