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Jack: Where's Racesa, is she ok, is Tim ok, can Racesa breath, she has cancer... Doctor: Mr.McLoughlin please calm down, there ok and there's an adult with them. Then the doctor gets up and leaves. I lay there for what feels like forever when a nurse comes in. Nurse: Jack there is a man named Mark Fichbach and three children named Racesa, Tim and Seán, are they family? Jack: Bring them in please. The nurse leaves and the three walk in. Racesa instantly runs over to hug me. Racesa: Jack your ok, how's your leg, I love you so much, your ok! Jack: My leg's ok, I love you too. I reach my hands out so Mark, Tim and Seán can come over. I can see the tears in Marks eyes, feel Racesa's heart and shitty lungs trying to get some air because of all the excitement, Tim trying as hard as he can not to cry, Seán keeps saying he's sorry and that it was his fault I got hurt and every time I told him it wasn't his fault at all and that his dad made his own choice. Soon after we're given the ok to go home. When we got home Racesa said she was going for a nap, all the chemo and cancer treatments just killed any energy she had left. Tim and Seán spent the night watching movies and playing video games. The prom is tomorrow, Mark and I are helping watch the kids there. That nigh Mark and I just kinda sat there in our room and watched some movies and discussing what had happened and talking about Racesa.Racesa pro
Prom is tomorrow and I'm really excited. Jack, Mark, Seán and I picked out my dress and Seáns tuxedo. My dress was lime green and had a blue ribbon around the waist, the dress had a strap that went around my neck, the dress was a little tight fitting around the waist, ok a lot tight fitting but Jack and Mark don't know that.... I like it because I don't look fat in it. Seáns tux was had a blue undershirt, a black vest and tie. When I told Jack and Mark I was going for a "nap" I just sat there and text Caitlin. I did fall asleep eventually. When I woke up Tim and Seán had gone to school, Jack and Mark were recording. I attached my air tube to my portable air tank and went to the living room. Jack and Mark were sitting on the floor playing Rocket League for YouTube. The moment they noticed I was standing there they finished there round and then I joined in. The fans were so nice and supportive to Jack and Mark about my cancer and would never go a video with at least six supportive comments about how good there taking this stuff. I went into Seáns room because he had borrowed my book and I wanted to read it but what I found was horrible. He had my book in his little hiding spot but when I moved my book I found some bloody razor blades. I herd the front door open and Seán yell "I'm home!" I quickly closed the drawer and left his room. Racesa: Seán can I talk to you? Seán: sure. We headed up to his room, when we were in his room and alone I opened the drawer and gave him a big hug.Seáns pro
Shit she found it, fuck she knows, what if she tells Mark or Jack or.....T..I..m...
Racesa: Why Seán, why, is it because of me? I could tell she was trying not to cry.
Seán: It's not because of you Racesa, it never was and never will be, you can't control what happened. Just then her sweater sleeve to show multiple little bruises that were shaped like circles. (Yah I know this will be so STUPID but it's going in) Seán: what happened to your arm Racesa? After I asked that she quickly moved and pulled down her sleeve. I was proud of Racesa tough because she started going back to school some days of the week last month. Racesa: N-nothing, you didn't see anything. Seán: Take off your sweater. Racesa: It's cold. Seán: Take of your sweater. Racesa: No. Seán: Racesa those blades are old, there from when we lived in the orphanage, I'm ok naw if that's what your worried about, see. I pulled up my sleeve to show her that there was nothing recent and that I was healed and ok. Seán: Naw show me what's on your fucking arm. Racesa instantly starts crying as she pulled up her sleeve and showed me the bruises. Seán: What did you do, why? Racesa: Marker, I pushed it into my arm and twisted it.....it felt...good. Seán: why, what's going on? Racesa: I get.. Never mind. Seán: Racesa tell me. Then she suddenly snaps and yells at me. Racesa: I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! Then she stormed out and went to her room. Jack and Mark came up to my room. Jack: What happened? Seán: S-she had these really weird bruises, she said she made them with a marker, I asked her why and then she got mad. Mark: It's ok Seán, I think it's a mix of stress and the cancer treatments. Seán: No Mark, she's hiding something....this is what she does when she's trying to hide something. Jack: It'll be ok Seán, she'll tell us when she's ready.Racesas pro
Fuck, fuck he noticed FUCK! I kicked the wall and punched another. "You just want attention, your a worthless sack of shit. You deserve this you cunt. When are you just going to jump of this roof?" I should have jumped off the roof that day.... I was going to. My pain meds can kill me and tomorrow I'll be the only one home, I'll do it then."knock knock" Jack: Racesa we're all going out for a bit, we'll be home soon. When I was sure they all left I went to get the meds, I had all my letters written, I would do it after prom. I grabbed my marker and made many more marks in my arm. The words "Why don't you just jump already" kept playing over and over in my head, I want it to be over. I was crying, balling when Jack suddenly walked through my door, I had the pills in my hand. Jack: Racesa, sh.... It's ok, I'm here for you naw. Racesa: I'm so pathetic, I couldn't even do it Jack, why do I have to have this life, WHY CANT CANCER JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY!?? Jack: Racesa, it's ok... Racesa: it's not fucking ok, I can't even kill myself, I'm weak, worthless, pathetic, stupid, I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. Jack: Racesa you not any of those things ok, we love you so much. At this point everyone was crying, especially Seán. Racesa: Jack why can't you just let me do this, I don't deserve the life I have, please just let me go. Jack: Racesa I went though the same thing as a kid and I know that the memories are hard but please, I love you so much, so does Mark and Caitlin and Seán and Tim, Racesa I love you more than I love anything or anyone else other than Mark. Racesa: I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Jack, I'm so stupid. I started really crying, I dropped the pills and just hung on to Jack for dear life, like if I let go I'd fall into a bottomless pit.—————————————————————————————————————————————
There 1291 words, proud of me, I am. Next chapter, the prom. Let's see what happens, will two couples kiss, will Mark and Jack have a little "fun time" after the dance? Thanks for reading guys
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