Scared

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Nika's POV

Nika:We haven't been movin smoothly since...it...happened you look at me differently and I noticed that

Bey:What you mean I thought we were ok this was jus a lil argument baby

Nika:You don't hold me even when I ask you too you make up an excuse or ignore me I feel like it was my fault now you hate me because I let him touch me

I said looking down holding back tears

Bey:It wasn't your fault and you didn't let him do anything I don't hate you the reason I said I didn't want the baby is because what if it looks too much like him or what if something is wrong with it or what if you end up not wanting it and you hate it its gonna know you hate it and I don't want it or you to have to go through that but I want it now I don't wanna lose you

She said starting to cry I sniffled letting my tears fall

Nika:B-Bey

Bey:I'm sorry I treated you like that

Nika:I'll come visit you

Bey:NO please don't leave me please

She hugged me I cried harder she picked me up and took me to the room I fell asleep when I woke up it was dark and I was alone I said crying again she came outta the bathroom she sat next to me

Bey:I'm sorry I had to pee baby

Nika:B-Bey

Bey:Yes beautiful

Nika:Will you hold me

She kissed my cheek

Bey:Come here

I laid on her chest sniffling

Nika:I miss you

Bey:I'm right here

Nika:I-I meant before you started resenting me

Bey:I don't resent you

Nika:Yes you do

Bey:What makes you think that I resent you

Nika:You don't listen I told you why earlier

Bey:I was listening

Nika:Then what did I say

Bey:I um that I um...

Nika:Fuck you Beyonce

I got up and took my bags to my car

Bey:Baby wait please

She grabbed me and held my head making me look at her

Nika:Let me go Beyonce

Her eyes flashed purple over and over again

Bey:I'm sorry baby but you can't leave I-I can't let you leave me

Nika:Beyonce

I said starting to cry I couldn't move all my muscles were stiff all I could do was blink I couldn't even look away from her she kissed my tear stained cheek and took me in the house and laid me on the couch

Nika:B-Bey

I whimpered she turned the light off and left

Nika:BEYONCE NOOO B-BEYONCE

I cried harder and started to panic then I passed out

4 weeks later Beyonce's POV

I put Onika in therapy because after that day I kinda like froze her muscles and left her downstairs she wouldn't talk or eat or do anything but cry and mumble words and she'll completly ignore me and talk to herself

2 weeks ago

I went downstairs cause Onika is unresponsive so she won't move talk eat nothing I think she goes to the bathroom when I'm not there I wash her when I'm here I don't know if she does that I'm guessin she does because she is usually changed when I get back home I sat next to her she didn't even glace at me she was mumbling something and crying

Bey:Onika

Nika:I-I'm sorry

Bey:Nika

She flintched and closed her eyes and cried harder

Nika:Bey I wanna go home

I looked at her

Bey:...Nika?

Nika:I wanna go home Beyonce

She cried

Bey:Baby you are home

Nika:B-Bey

Bey:Baby

I shook her she didn't do anything but scream until I let her go

Bey:Whats wrong with you

Nika:Why are you hurting me what did I do to you

Bey:ONIKA

She jumped and looked at me she didn't say anything

Bey:You need therapy

She looked at me still unresponsive

How is the chapter?
What's wrong with Onika?
Do you think Beyonce did something?
What do you think will happen next?
And I'm out dis bitch💋✌🏾️

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