Bey's POV
I'm in the room with Nika they wanna put her on medicine but she doesn't need medicine she hasn't said a word today she cried off and on and slept most of the day shes sleeping now I'm talking to her therapist her name is Ms.Daniels
MD:Has she been through anything tramatizing
Bey:Um...well...sh-she was r-raped a while back
MD:Do you think something that has happened recently may have triggered her
I sat there thinking but nothing came to mind
Bey:No I don't remember anything happening
MD:When did you start noticing this change in behavior
Bey:About 3 or 4 weeks ago
3 or 4 weeks ago
I woke up and when to get Nika off the couch I went and stood her up and made my eyes flashed orange which released her from the "hold" she went and ate
Bey:Baby
She ignored me
Bey:Onika
Onika:...
Bey:ONIKA
She looked at me
Nika:What do you want damn I can't even eat
I held her arms down so she couldn't move
Nika:NO STOP IT
Bey:I'm not doing nothin tho
Nika:Beyonce get off me
She cried I got up
Bey:I'm sorry
She put her head on the table and cried rubbing her stomach then she groaned
Nika:It hurtsss
Bey:Your stomach
Nika:Yesss
She cried so we went to the hospital they said she lost the baby she cried all day
The door opened and Onika came in
Nika:I wanna go home
She cried
Bey:Why what happened
Nika:Take me home
She cried again I picked her up she put her face in my neck and sniffled
Bey:Baby why you wanna leave
Nika:Because I don't wanna be here
Bey:Did you just wake up
She nodded I rubbed her back
Bey:I'm talking to the lady right now princess
Nika:Nowww Bey
Bey:Ok ok
I said bye to the therapist and took her home she went right back to sleep when we got home I laid next to her and held her waist she yawned and turned to me I brushed her hair out of her face and gently kissed her forehead she looked up at me and got up I did too
Bey:I love you baby
Nika:Ok
She mumbled looking down I sighed
Bey:I'm sorry
Nika:You keep saying that...
Bey:Because I am sorry Onika
Onika:Why you got what you wanted its nothing your really sorry about your just saying it to say it to say it all you did since I stopped talking is yell at me and put me in therapy I hate being there I'm not gonna tell her anything its pointless and when I fall asleep I wake up with people staring at me... I stopped talking to you because I-I can't stand you I don't have anything to say to you Beyonce you never wanted the fucking child in the first place I bet your happy I lost it I hate you so much I'm not happy here with you anymore I hate waking up and seeing you every morning honestly I do Beyonce...through everything I have done or been through you've been there for me but when I need you the most you disappear and ignore me and...and you just pretend I wasn't there I got raped by your ex husband and you cared for 2 or 3 weeks then you didn't give a shit I was still hurting both emotionally and physically you told me you didn't want the fucking baby but when I tried to leave you wouldn't let me I hate you Beyonce
She said crying hard into her hand I held her and rubbed her back
Bey:I'm sorry
She pushed me off her
Nika:Fuck you
Bey:Baby I don't know what else to say I didn't want all this to happen
Nika:Fuck you
Bey:Please forgive me
Nika:Fuck you
Bey:Nika
She shook her head then walked out of the house got in her car and sped out the driveway
Bey:FUCK
I said slamming the door then sliding down crying hard into my knees
Bey:What is wrong with me
I wiped my face but more tears spilled from my eyes I lost the one thing that made me happy I started calling her and leaving voice messages when I got no answer I went in the room and cried myself to sleep
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