My boy | Cameron Dallas sequel

12.

Ali's P.O.V

I lay on my side in bed with tears slowly falling down my cheeks every few minutes. I hadn't slept all night and I wasn't even tired. My stomach was in pain but so was my head and my heart.

Cameron was sound asleep beside me and I didn't want to disturb him, but I needed a hug from him right now. I turned over and loosely wrapped an arm around Cameron's stomach and lay my head in his chest. His arms were spread out on either side of the bed, I suppose this would have to do for now.

My nose was blocked from all the crying I had been doing, so I was now loudly breathing out through my mouth. I suddenly felt Cameron's arms wrap around my body and and the feeling of safety and comfort returned to my body.

I hugged his body more and shut my eyes. I let out a huge sigh and after, I felt Cameron's hand run smoothly through my hair.

"Are you awake" I whispered not moving an inch

"Yeah" he sighed lowly

I stayed in the same position, staring at the entrance to our walk-in closet. My elbow was pushed upwards by Cameron's hand and I sat up from my position.

"I'm gonna take a shower" he announced lowly and began walking to the bathroom in our room.

"Do you want some breakfast, I could make some" I asked while his back was to me

"No thanks I'm not hungry" he answered without looking at me. He walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind him

"Yeah me neither" I mumbled to myself and stepped out of the bed. I was wearing pj shorts and a loose t-shirt.

I had been sitting in the kitchen for at least 40 minutes now, alone. There was still now sign of Cameron so I decided to go and check on him. He wasn't in the bedroom and the bathroom door was still closed

"Cam are you okay" I yelled from outside the door. There was no answer so I opened the door myself.

I found Cameron standing at the sink with both his hands resting on the counter top with his head facing the floor.

"Baby are you okay" I whispered as I walked over to him, placing my hand on his wet back.

He lifted his head slightly and I could see that he was crying. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his head lay in the crook of my neck and his arms were around my back

"I'm sorry. I want to be strong for you. You need me to be strong" he cried in my arms

"Don't be sorry baby. You are allowed to feel whatever way you want to feel. You are strong, but I don't need you to be strong for me, I just need you to be here" I soothed as I ran my hand up and down his back

"I am here and I'm not going anywhere" he cried as he pulled away looking me in the eyes

"Well that's all I need" I smiled slightly and hugged him again.

After hugging for a little while, Cameron and I decided to tell everyone about the pregnancy and what happened. We decided to do it now and get it over with because they would have noticed something was up sooner or later.

I got dressed in some sweats and a loose t-shirt. Cameron got dressed also and texted the everyone to come over to our apartment. It was nearly 12:00 and neither Cameron or myself have eaten yet. Kian said he was bringing food over for everyone anyway, so we might eat something then

Everyone gathered in the living room before we ate and Cameron and I stood facing them.

"So what's going on, are you guys getting married or something" Johnson asked

"About a week ago, we found out that Ali was pregnant" Cameron announced

"Of my god I knew it. I knew you were lying to me when you said it was a false alarm" lea yelled excitedly

"Lea shut up. Ali what's wrong" Kian asked with eyes of sympathy. I knew he knew something was wrong

"Last night we found out that Ali had a miscarriage. We lost the baby" Cameron stuttered as held back his tears and grabbed a hold of my hand

"Oh my god" lea breathed with her hands moving up to cover her mouth. "What the fuck" she cursed lowly again

"How the hell did this happen. This isn't supposed to happen" Johnson asked flustered

"Hey it's okay. We just need to be there for each other. Nothing has changed everything is going to be okay" I smiled slightly trying to reassure them

"Ali you lost a child. How is everything okay" Kian asked

"I don't know, but it will okay" I sighed walking over to him

"I'm so sorry this happened" he whispered as he pulled me into a hug. "I'm always gonna be here whenever you need me. I'm here for the both of you" he smiled as he pulled away and walked over to Cameron and hugged him as well.

We all exchanged hugs and shed a few tears and talked about everything that has happened in the last week. It felt good to share it with them and to get everything out.

The topic soon changed and the food was brought into the living room where everyone ate. My mind was distracted for a while from what happened and it felt great. All we had to do was tell our parents and then we can start to move on.