• apostasy •

a text ill probably never send.

do you still like me?
i know im clingy and i probably annoy you, but im so confused.
i dont know where i stand with you.
i try to hold your interest, but as i warned you in the beginning im not special.
its driving me crazy sitting alone with my thoughts.
i know you think youre too much to handle.
and maybe you are.
but ive never been good at knowing when enough is enough.
it bothers me to think you possibly believe the horrid things you say.
i dont know you.
but i want to.
however it seems i never will.
but that wont stop me from trying, not until you tell me to stop.
because i see something in you.
i dont know what.
but i want to.