Music Within The Notes

Falling Apart

I remember when my joy was locked up in the basement.
I remember when my mother didn't accept me for who I was.
And I was like,
How could I be something beyond the holy light.
The stars remind me of when the world took everything I loved.

Don't hold me.
Don't kiss me.
Everything I touched turned to flames,
So why shouldn't I take the blame?

My heart is falling apart!
My heart is falling apart!
I know you cannot break me,
Because I am already broken.
I know because my wrists,
They're crying crimson scarlet.
And my heart is falling apart...
I know I'm beyond repair,
Far too deep in my own despair.

My life is falling apart.

Do you know how it feels,
To have your bones shattered by words?
Do you know how it feels,
To be in spotlight while being locked up in chains?

And I was like,
Ain't nobody knows the pain what I went through.
Nobody understands how much one man has done to me.
To be crippled to the knees.
To have the one you love not know you even exist.

Don't hug me.
Don't say white lies to me.
I know when the love is all a lie.
I know this much because,

My heart is falling apart!
My heart is falling apart!
I know you can't break me,
Because I am already broken.
I know because my wrists,
They're crying crimson scarlet.
And my heart is falling apart...
I know I'm beyond repair,
Far too deep in my despair.

If you got the strength to hold me together.
If you've got the will to save me from myself.
Then save me.
Show me your wings.
I dare you.
I plead you!
Do it now!

Because,
My heart is falling apart!
My heart is falling apart!
I know you can't break me,
Because I am already broken.
I know because my wrists,
They're crying crimson scarlet.
And my heart is falling apart...
I know I'm beyond repair,
Far too deep in my despair.

My soul is falling apart.