hell or heaven\\septiplier

chapter four \\is this right

"mark wait"

\\marks prov\\

i stopped kissing him and looked up at him , have i don't something wrong does he think we are moving to fast , he hates me doesn't he 

" jacks whats wrong" i said worrying 

"its just that .." jack stuttered 

" come on jack you can tell me anything" i got up to sit beside him 

" its just that mark " i toke a breath " I'm in charge " he smirked at me as he put his knees on either side of me 

" i thought something was wrong , god i hate you somtimes you know that right" i caught kissing him 

"ahh but you love me " i put either thumb on the belt loops on my jeans and pulled then  of and through then across my bedroom floor

" yes i do, yes i do " i told jack , as he started to kiss my chest and made his way down to the last remaining item of clothing , he put his had on the waist band and pulled then off and through then across the room as he did with my jeans , my heart was beating faster then it has ever done in my entire life 

{ ill leave the rest up to your imagination- yes yes i know I'm mean but oh well :)}

i woke up to jack cuddling up to my chest and one leg between mine , GOD , he's just so cute when he's asleep i don't want to wake him up but i have to go to work . i carefully got out of bed trying not to wake up jack , i went into the kitchen to make some bacon and eggs 

shit wheres the frying  pan  , i searched through out the draws but it wasn't there then suddenly they all fell to making a massive about of noise , fuck no i fucking hope that didn't wake up jack shit , i walked slowly to the bed from the see if jack was okay i slowly opens the door to see jack cuddling up to a pillow he was sound asleep i stud at the door way for a while just looking at jack  he seems so peaceful sleeping i wonder what he is dreaming about i wonder if its me , i walked back into the kitchen and found the pan and make some eggs and bacon for jack and i , when they where done i put his on a plate and wrote him a note singed it markimoo<3  i placed it not he night stand next to jack i bent down to kiss jack on the forehead 

\\jacks prov\\

i woke up the the smell of bacon , i wiped my eye and started to sit up then i noticed the plate on the night stand i reached out to grab it and placed it on my lap i saw a note i started to read it when i smile formed on my face 

' to my jackaboy ,

the love of my life,

i know we have just meet but i love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you , you are the best think that has happened to me oh god jack i just love you so much 

i can't imagine how i would feel if you leave my life , my heart would brake into a million pieces

jack i looooooovvvve you so much no words can describe it so i made you breakfast 

you know what they say a way into a mans heart is through food 

i hope you have an amazing day xox '

"mark , thank you " i shouted 

he walked up stairs into the room as i had just finished 

" im glad you liked it " i laugh 

" mark your the best " i got up and kissed his cheek  i hugged me tightly 

" i better get ready for work " i said final letting so of me with a sigh 

" ye i need to go home and get dressed for my first day at uni " i said wiping my face 

" oh do you want me to drive you to uni " he asked 

" oh thats ok i need to go home and get my stuff " i said putting a top on 

" ill drive you home , at lest give me that " he laughed 

" ye ye " i laughed 

once we had got dressed he drives me to my apartment he stayed for a while and we talked about a lot of thinks about our favourite song to me being scared for high school 

\\time skipped\\

i walked into the building not knowing what to expect , i said down on the bench for a min or two just on Facebook and Instagram , i got up to walk to my first lesson art , when i got there i saw a bunch of people already there and said in a chair , there was only on chair left so i had to sit there  i sat down not really paying attention to the girl who sat next to me , she had long black hair with on side over her right eye and he other side shaved she had two lip piercings and an nice piercing also she had piercing all over her ear 

"hey , I'm Lucy , nice to meet you " she said looking at me with a soft smile 

" hey I'm jack , nice to meet you two " i looked up at her smiling politely 

" i know we have just meet but here is my number text me when you can " she scribbled down some number on a piece of paper she handed me it

" ye i will do " i grabbed the paper and put it in my pocket 

we spent the rest of the lesson  talking to each other about art and about our drawings we had done and our style , she seems really nice but i think she may like me but i think i am just reading into it to much 

\\time skipped\\

i went to my last lesson  , english  i walked into the classroom not looking at the teacher of anybody else i just walked to the back of the classroom and started to doodle like i always did one the classroom was filled  the teacher had started to speak 

"alright class , everyone please settle down , I'm going to be your english teacher for the next two years " i heard an familiar voice say , no it cant be no no no , i looked up to see mark 

MARK MARK , i could tell he hadn't noticed me yet because he wasn't recking out like i was .

" right so i need to take a register , i know thats something you do I'm primary school but the school just wants to make sure you all are okay "

"Lucy apricot " " yes sir"

"Max  bandwell ""yes sir" 

" jenny bandwell"'yes sir"

he continued to read the names and each on her said the more nerves i got 

"steve macary""yes sir"

"jack .... M...cLoughlin" y..yes s..ir"

he carried on with the lesson and looking at me every now and then , i was trying to act like everything was okay but clearly it wasn't . when the class ended i was walking to the door as mark had his hands on his head as he was sat down i closed the door once everyone had left 

" m..ark" he looked up at me and stood up 

" j..ack , i.. i didn't know " he said walking toward me i quickly hugged him crying onto his shoulder 

" i know you did , but what does this mean for us" i said snuggling my head into mark

"i don't know jack i wish i did" i said resting his chin on my head 

oh you wasn't expecting that was you 

i have been planing it for a while , I'm mean aren't i - yes i think i am but oh well 

i hope u liked it . love u GGGGUUUUUYYYYZZZZZ x