Diana is a 16 year old girl that suffers from a simi form of insanity, her parents are doing their best to stop her from getting in fights at school and being disrespectful but nothings working nor do they know how serious the problem is. When she m...
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I don't know what the fuck I was thinking, I just didn't wanna think anymore; I swear if I see Kaykay I'm gone hang that bitch.
I know she could see in my face how I felt about Eric and she gone take him without even knowing we broke up? Grimy trick.
I sat on my bed with my legs crisscrossed while tightly holding a pillow to me trying not to think about anything.
I need a needle.. I need my son but most a of I need Eric, why is he doing this to me? "Ihatehimsomuch", I think to myself as tears filled my eyes and blured my vision.
I rocked back in forth trying to calm myself but all at once my feelings drowned me, my breathing got heavier and I started to cry, I cried harder and harder.
I needed him so much that the pain had became physical and I started to throw up on the side of my bed. What's happening to me?
The nurse in charge of me ran in the room and called the janitor to to clean up my mess; she walked me into the restroom so I could clean myself up.
She walked out of the restroom and I got in the shower and started to wash my body and once again my thoughts started to attack me and before I knew it I was face down on the shower floor calling his name, but he didn't come for me..
Why do I love you more then myself?
As time passed I began to hate myself for both loving him and making that dumb ass choice to try that drug.
I was just so vulnerable.
Eric'sP.O.V. • 1 Weeklater •
Its been a month and this bitch is retarded as fuck I swear, I get off the plane with my son and get a call from cube telling me that her ass is in rehab; and I hope her ass don't try to blame that shit on me.
I strapped lil man in the back seat of my car before getting in and heading home, when I finally got there I got my son out and walked to the front door; I got my key to the door out but it was unlocked.
I walked inside and was immediately filled with rage, all my shit basically all my shit is gone out this mutha fucka; that bitch sold my shit to feed her drug habit, fuckin fiend.
I looked around and saw some bitch laying on my floor.
"Aye!", I say as I approached her.
She stayed sleep.
"Aye", I say before kicking her in her side.
"Ow!!!!", She shouts before looking up at me.
I looked closer at her face and saw that it was Mrs. Blankenship from those anger management classes.
I frowned. "What the fuck you doing in my house and what happened in here?"
She struggled to get up before looking at me.
"Ehh, what happened to you?", I say as I looked at her frail and pale body.
"Life happened bitch", She says while rolling her eyes.
"Imma bitch", I asked.
"That's what the fuck I just said ain't it?", She questioned.
I grabbed the back of her neck tightly and threw her little ass to the front door.
"Then get the fuck out my shit trick."
Lil man laughed his ass off as she quickly got up.
"Its funny lil man?", I say while laughing.
He shooke his head yes before directing his attention back on her.
"No no no please Eric, I have no where else to go", She says with tears in her eyes.
I pushed her outside of my house. "Fuck that gotta do with me?", I asked as I walked outside and locked the door.
She followed me to my car.
"Please Eric", She begged.
I looked at her and sighed. "Get some help first, I ain't having no druggie staying with me", I say as I strapped lil man in the backseat and got in the car.
"How I'm post to get some help Eric", She asked.
"Figure it out", I say before starting my car and pulling off.
I ain't make that bitch no clucker just like I ain't finna make her sober.
"You ready to go see mommy?", I asked lil man.
He smiled and shooke his head yes while kicking his feet.
