As more and more time passed, I knew I was beginning to change. Physically and mentally I was a different person. I lost so much wight while gaining so much muscle because of the rigorous training that plagued my every day. It was almost like brushing my teeth, just a habit that I had developed without even realizing it until now. Now, as I stand in my room with my eyes glued a mirror that reflected a stranger, I realize that I have completely changed.
My once vibrant eyes bore back at me from the mirror. I looked like a monster. I could feel my breathing immediately pick up, my heart racing as a sickening feeling boiled up from my stomach. The feeling of anger and regret. Who am I? That single question pierced my heart, my eyes widening with rage."That's not me! "
"That's not who I am!"
"I'm a fighter!!"
"You will not poison me with your lies!"
I suddenly awake from the nightmare that left me with a cold sweat and a mild head ache. A soft sigh escapes my parted lips as I pant, sitting up and swinging my feet off the side of the bed. Slowly easing into a slouch, I rest my elbows on my knees with my head in my hands.
The dream was a little exaggerated but not by much. I was different physically but mentally I knew my place. I knew who I was and who I wasn't. Standing up from the position, I make my way into the bathroom. The feeling of the cold tile hitting my bare feet seeming to wake me from my groggy state of mind.
I hesitantly grip the edges of the sink, boring my eyes into the mirror to examine my form. I just looked tired but I was more than that. I was frustrated...
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The Joker X Reader (Batman)
FanfictionY/N had heard of him and of what he had done, but she never felt any reason to be scared of him or to be nervous, despite the fact that she worked at The Gotham City Bank,, if she would ever meet him. She felt this way until he happens to ,well , ma...