I'm supporting my brother, Thirdy who is now playing for Ateneo against La Salle. We're here inside the MOA arena, and yes I'm with Alyssa.
I love basketball and I'm here to support my brother but right now parang gusto ko na lang matapos tong game na to.
Ang hirap nito. Ang hirap magpretend na masaya ka when in fact hindi naman talaga. Ang hirap ngumiti kapag hindi ka naman talaga masaya. Sobrang hirap.
I don't know, sobrang bored kasi ako kaya parang nawawalan ako ng gana. She asks too many questions pa kaya parang naiirita ako. I mean, I know she's curious pero I'm annoyed na.
Ang dami niya talagang tanong and di ako sure kung hindi niya naiintindihan or ayaw niya lang intindihin.
Hindi ko din sure kung bakit naiinis ako. Is it because hindi niya maintindihan or kasi lamang na yung La Salle or baka iba kasi yung gusto kong kasama?
"What happened? Bakit sila tumigil?" She asked again.
"May na-foul kasi." I annoyingly said. She already asked that a million times and yet hindi niya pa din gets.
Sa sobrang occupied ng utak ko hindi ko namalayan na halftime na pala. I'll go to the bathroom nga muna, para makahinga naman ako.
"Aly, cr lang ako." I said. She just smiled and nodded.
While walking, I can see a lot of people wearing green. I know most of them are Lasallians and I'm hoping she's there, watching. But I know she isn't. Hindi na yun manonood ng basketball.
When I reached the bathroom, I took my phone from my pocket and texted her.
To: M
Wru?
Bigla naman siyang tumawag agad right after I sent the text to her. Pumunta naman ako sa isa sa mga cubicles kasi mahirap na baka may makarinig pa sakin.
"Hello? Nasan ka?"
"Dinner with Jerome. I miss you, take me please."
"Okay I'll pick you up. Tapusin ko lang tong game."
"Okay, see you."
"See you."
After my phone call with Mika, bigla akong nabuhayan. Mika can still change my mood. Siya lang ang may kayang gumawa nun. Si Mika lang.
Nakabalik na ko sa loob and sakto lang yung timing ko kasi magsisimula na yung 3rd quarter.
"What took you so long? Bakit ang tagal mo?" Alyssa asked me.
"Wala. May tumawag lang sakin." And I smiled at her.
"Who?" She asked.
"Nothing important." Of course I'm kidding. She's important. Really important.
Mika
I'm here at Megamall with Jerome. He asked me out for a dinner kasi.
I don't know what's going on with me, kung bakit ako pumayag sa ganito. Kung ano kami ngayon ni Jerome.
I'm trying to focus on him kaya lang Kiefer already occupied my heart and mind kaya hindi ko alam kung paano siya isisingit.
Hindi ko nga alam kung gusto ko siya or sinasabi ko lang na gusto ko siya para maging masaya din ako. Para ako din naman sumaya, kahit hindi totoo.
