In the ashen twilight, I feel
My rabid heart, now frozen still--
Once I felt you, aethereal;
Now I feel immaterial,
Unattractive and depressing--
I do not feel like undressing;
No desire to feed fantasy,
To give pleasure or ecstasy--
I only want to end it all
(Someone catch me before I fall.)
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