Feelings.
Feelings are one fucked up thing.
They're random, they appear and disappear, they mess you up and leave you lying on the ground like a fallen leaf.
Feelings are what Iwaizumi hated a lot, if not the most.
Since the day he saw Oikawa in a different light - he changed. His feelings for him grew stronger by days.
If Oikawa laughed - he laughed.
If Oikawa cried - he cried.
Iwaizumi felt as if he was being held hostage, but he couldn't help it, he didn't want help, some parts of him liked it.
However, there were minuses.
Iwaizumi would get jealous everytime someone talked to Oikawa, or even looked at him weirdly.
He would get angry everytime he heard people at school talking about how narcissistic Oikawa is.
He could feel fury inside him boiling everytime someone "accidentally" pushed Oikawa in a hallway.
Yet he couldn't....
He couldn't tell him how he feels.
He wants Oikawa happy.
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Words?
-hatari.
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𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 ||𝐢𝐰𝐚𝐨𝐢||
Fanfictioni stand here in the rain, a million miles away.. when it rains, the memories come back and the pain spreads. i wish i could hold you right now, but I'm left alone in a cold autumn rain. in which iwaizumi loves oikawa. tw!! mentions of death, suici...
