Ackermans [Levi x readers]

I hate you. I love you.

Your POV

I walked along the hallway to Lisa's room. I stopped in front of her door and knocked. After a several minutes, she opened the door and her head popped out. Her head covered with a towel, waters dripping from her bangs.
She chuckled.

"Its only you, squad leader. Come in." she widely open the door offered me to enter her room. I smiled to her and looked around her room. Her room is sparkles. Not even a slight dust on the floor or the walls. Her bed is neat and the blanket properly folded on the bed. Compare with my room, I sighed heavily.

"Why are you sighing? take a seat. I want to dress up first." she said then entered her bathroom.
I took a sit on the plain chair and waited for her. After a several minutes, she popped out from the bathroom.

"Sorry for the wait, squad leader."

"Just call me (y/n)." I said and smiled to her. She smirked awkwardly to me and sit near me.

"So.. what you want to talk about?" she asked stiffen. I raised one of my brows.

"Act like normal. You look weird, Lisa." I said and chuckled. She played with her fingers.

"You are my squad leader. I cant talk to you like a normal friends."

"What are you talking about Lisa? Arent we friends already? If you think we start to get comfortable when we're in infirmary, you're wrong. I thought of you as a friend right when  we form as a squad. I might look strict but as a squad leader, I have to be strict so you guys would follow my orders." I explained and smiled. She look at me surprised and grinned. She hugged me.

"Thanks, (y/n)! I thought you become tamed only when you sick. When we were in the infirmary, I just follow the flow, act like a friend but deep inside me im still scared of you." she said and laughed. I laughed awkwardly. She scared of me?

I break the hug and hold her shoulders. She looked at me surprised.

"I came here to ask of you about something. Please listen to this stupid question of mine." I said then put my hands in between my thighs and looked at them. She chuckled. "What is it?" she asked.

"Levi came by to my room before. He said he worried about me and told me he knew I was in bad shaped thanks to a certain someone." I said and glanced at her. She grinned as we make eyes contact. Then I looked back to my hands.

"He then stuttering says he care about me and somewhat it pissed me off cause he kissed another girl.I told him 'you dont care about me and kissed another girl'. I didnt know I hit the spot , he stopped me from closing the door and looked at me shocked by what I just said and asked me how did I know. I got more pissed and told him to be loyal and then I closed the door but after that I think I have made a stupid action. Can I ask you why I feel so stupid after that?"

She then laughed so hard to the point she rolled on the floor. I felt my face burnt, blushing as hell.

"Why are you laughing?" I asked.
She then slowly stop laughing and sit back to the chair.

"Caring about people is normal, (y/n). Why are you overreacted? Are you mistaking with like and care?" she said then continue laughing. My eyes widened. Thats right. I think I misunderstanding. I feel so stupid now. Caring about people is normal. Why did I being so childish back then? im so stupid. I closed my red cheeks with my hands.

"I think I have to apology to him for my childish behavior ." I said regretting my action back then. She slowly stop laughing and wipe the tears which came out from her eyes due to laughing so hard."Yeah you should." she said.