1 MONTH LATER!
Rocs POV
"The funeral is next week!" I sighed as i sat next to prodigy
"I know...any sign of her." Prodigy looked around the room
"Naw!" Everyone said at the same exact time
"Its like she dissapeared off the face of the f'ucking earth." I stood up from the couch and walked to the window
"Hey." i turned around to see camille with her hand rested on her shoulder "its ok....im sure shes fine."
"Thank you." I kissed her hand and walked out onto the balcony
"Stop worrying about Yn...shes fine!" I turned to see Drew and Rockee
"Rockee....drew?" Ok im going insane
"In spirit fool and you aint goin insane!" Drew laughed
"Hi daddy!" Rockee smiled
"Hi baby!" I grabbed her and kissed her forhead "How are you-"
"IM ME NIGGA i have ma ways!" Drew laughed
"AYE SON WATCH YO MOUTH!" a loud booming voice yelled
"Sorry jesus!" Drew yelled "well brody we gotta go visit yn..but we love ya and stop worrying bout her shes fine!"
YN POV
As i sat in the sun room just staring out the window...trying to meditate and find peace in my life..
"GIRL WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!" a familar voice yelled
"Drew!" I turned around and got up
"Gimme love!" He smiled ...this cant be real "IT IS NOW GIMME AND ROCKEE LOVE GOD!" thats all he had to say before i jumped into his arms and started squeezing the living shit outta him and rockee
"Cant breathe!" They both said
"HOW'D YOU SURVIVE THE FIRE! ....why didnt you come sooner ho-" He cut me off
"we didnt survive....were here in spirit!" Drew smiled
"no....no no no!" I whispered as my voice crack
"What babe...no what?" He asked grabbing me gently but i snatch away
"NO! F'UCKING NO you have to be here" I cried pacing the room
"Yn-" i cut him off
"NO ..... THIS HAS TO BE REAL THIS AINT NO SPIRIT SHIT NO!" i punched the wall
"Rockee go play with your toys!" Drew said as if this was real life "Yn you need to calm down!"
"HOW COULD I" My voice crack and i pushed him back " .....MY F'UCKING LIFE IS RUINED YOUR DEAD ROCKEES DEAD....DREW YOU PROMISED DREW! ......you PROMISED YOU'D NEVER LEAVE ME!.......YOU PROMISED!" I pushed him "WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH ROCKEE YOU SWORE ON YOUR MOMS LIFE ANDREW.....YOU SWORE!"
"YN!......everyone dies....you have to let me go!" He grabbed my hands
"I CANT!...you and that girl were my ENTIRE UNIVERSE" I snatched away from him
"Yn we are still here!" He smiled
"IN SPIRIT!....NOT IN REAL LIFE!" i growled
"Yn i-" I cut him once gain
"...I- i I CAN'T GET THAT BACK I CAN'T GET ANY OF IT BACK!" I dropped to the floor " If you or rockees not here whats the point in living life the way i doo?"
"Yn...stop it!" he kissed my lips but i snatched away
"NO!...NO F'UCK THIS OK!....YOURE GONE SHE'S GONE YALL AINT COMING BACK!" I cried out
"Glad to see your finally realizing that that but why why do you sound so mad?" He looked at me with nothing but concern in his eyes
"....i think it time i shake things up a bit....WHATS THE POINT IN WAITING MR. RIGHT TO COME SAVE ME!....I CAN SAVE MY SELF!....I CAN DO WITHOUT!......f'uck everything ok.....f'uck school f'uck work f'uck all of that i'm done!..." I started to walk out the room
"Aye Yn!" he got in front of me "What do you mean done!"
"I've lost it ok!...i've always kinda played the girl in the back round perfect grades clean record ...i want to have a 1 night stand.....i want to go to jail....i want to ...i want to do it all! .....i want to be bad!" i shrugged
"why .... couldnt you do that a long time ago!" he shrugged
" no I had a kid and a boyfriend and a fiance i was kidnapped rapped beaten and i still played it nice....i dont want to anymore!....i want to do something!...different!" I kissed his cheek "have fun..il see ya...when i see you."
".....setting a bad example for rockee and going around acting like a slut how is that going to help you!" He grabbed my hand
"......" I snatched away from him walked off! man F'uck everything bro say goodbye to this nice bitch cuz she bouta get hella mean!
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ok this chapter is rushed but i just really wanted to get to the point and cut to the chase...Yn lost it...lets see what kinda trouble she gets herself into shall we
