the one that got away | dg

twenty five

"hey you love birds, it's getting late so let's go dominique" vanessa said grabbing me

"oh okay, bye devin! I love you" I said

"I love you more dominique!" dev said waving

vanessa closed the door and grabbed me again, we started walking up the stairs and she took me to my room.

we sat down and she started sighing

"we need to talk vanessa" I said

"yeah we do" vanessa said

"you go first" I said

"okay, so I don't think I can date daniel anymore" vanessa said with a sad face

I was highkey confused cuz I don't know why she would say that.

"why not?" I said confused

"because I don't think I can be in a relationship, it's too much for me, maybe later I can" vanessa said "I really like him but I don't know it just feels weird now" she said

"oh I'm sorry" I said walking to her & giving her a hug

"it's alright but what did you have to tell me?" she said

"oh um about that.." I said

"yeah, what is it domo?" she said

"um well today we went to the mall and there were some digaz there & we hung out with them" I said

"okay...is there more to this story?" vanessa said

"yeah so um daniel was hanging out with one of them and kinda being flirty... but he could've just been playing around" I said

"yeah he was, he texted me about it" she said

"oh okay, well I'm gunna go change & go to bed so love you" I said walking away

"love you too" she said laying down

I went into the bathroom & texted lexi, I needed her right now

me💙: SOS
lexi🙏🏾✨: where at?
me💙: the park

after I texted lexi I got out the bathroom, went downstairs, went out the door and walked to the park. lexi & I basically got there at the same time

"what's wrong dom?" lexi said

"so you know how I'm mad at daniel for how he was acting at the mall?" I said

"yeah, I have to admit he was acting like he didn't have a girlfriend" she said

"yeah he really was, so I talked to vanessa about it" I said

"ohh, how did she take it?" lexi said

"well apparently she doesn't wanna date daniel anymore cuz she feels like it's 'too much' rn & she said daniel already talked to her about what happend at the mall but she said that he said he was 'playin around' but I don't believe that" I said

"wow that's mad crazy, and I don't believe that either" she said

"what do you think I should do?" I said

"well tbh, I think you should just sit this one out, let them talk about it and work it out. if it doesn't work out then it is what it is" lexi said

"yeah you're right, thank you so much lexi" I said giving her a hug

"anytime time dom, ya always know I got your back" she said hugging me back  "see ya later okay?" lexi says

"okay, love you!" I said walking back home

"love ya too dom" lexi said

I walked back inside the house feeling somewhat better but I just hope everything will be alright. I walked upstairs, changed and laid down. I decided to text my boy cuz I felt like talking to him

me💙: hey baby boy 🙂
dev😍🍫: hey baby girl 🙃
me💙: i just wanna apologize again for giving you the cold shoulder, I shouldn't have done that and really sorry. I was just really upset
dev😍🍫: it's okay, I know you still love me & I should have gave you your space
me💙: I love you devin, you're an amazing boyfriend 😚
dev😍🍫: I love you more dominique, you're a wonderful girlfriend 😉
me💙: I wish you could lay with me right now
dev😍🍫: can I come over? I need to talk to you and I don't wanna do it over text
me💙: yeah sure

next thing I knew I heard a knock on my door & I go to answer it

I opened the door & it was my baby boy devin. right when I opened the door his arms were wide open ready for me to hug him. ofc I gave him a hug, I love his hugs so much.

he started to tear up and I was so confused, I wiped off his tears and we sat on the couch

"baby, what's wrong?" I said pouting

"I have bad news" he said

"what is it? you can tell me" I said

"the boys and I leave for our gizzy lyfe tour tomorrow morning and you can't come with us because we don't have enough space for you in the bus" he said

"aww baby it's okay, how long will you be gone?" I said hugging him

"till the end of november" he said

"oh dang well don't be sad baby, we will text everyday I promise" I said

"okay, I just don't wanna leave you behind" he said

"don't think like that dev, you're not leaving me behind. this is your career you doing what you love & im supporting you" I said giving him a kiss

"ya right babe" he said kissing me back

"let's spend these last few moments together, ohh we should snuggle cuz I know you love to do that" I said smiling

"yeah I do" he said smiling ode hard it was so cute

we went upstairs to my room & we started to snuggle and his arms felt like home, it felt good to be by his side. I tried to be strong for dev but I couldn't, I started to cry and dev turned my body so I could see him.

"I'm gunna miss you so much devin" I said

"I'm gunna miss you too baby" he said wiping my tears

he gave me kiss which lasted like 10 seconds then we laid back down and fell asleep. can't believe I won't see my baby boy for 3 months.

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