I walked out the room rubbing my head trying to process what just happened
"You ok" I heard Des ask me
"Yeah I'm fine" I said looking everywhere but him
"You sure" he asked stepping closer to the point where his body was almost on mines
"Stop" I said putting my hand on his chest stopping him
"What" he asked confused
"Look we can't do this what happened in there was a mistake" I told him his face went into another emotion that I can't read
"So tell me why we can't do this is because of what I do for a living or what cause shit I need to know something" he asked stepping back looking frustrated
"It's neither of those" I told him
"Then what is shit keep it real" he asked irritated
"Y-your just to young for me" I told him
He looked at me with a straight face before rubbing his hand down his face
"You can't be fucking serious man" he said aggressive
"Don't take it perso-
"The fuck you mean don't take it personal you saying so dumb shit right now"
"We can still be friends" I told him he looked at me then started walking away
I ran and got in front of the door"Des" I called out to him but he wouldn't even look at me
I don't even know why I'm running behind him
"Say something" I asked he looked at me right in the eyes
"I don't need no more friends" and with that he walked out the door
"Fuck" I said stomping my feet
Knock knock
I swung the door open "Des" I said but I soon realize it was just moo moo probably coming to be noise
"Hey" she said walking in smiling
I sigh "Hey"
"What happened" she asked
"Nothing" I said trying to sound happy
"Don't act I know something happen Des looked like was ready to kill"
"He wanted to be something else"
"Ok what's the problem" she asked
"He's to young is the problem" I told her in a duhh tone
"Girl really you gone let his age stop you from being happy"
"You just don't understand stand I'm about to be 19 in 5 months and he will still be 15 how does that make me look" I told her
"Like someone who rather be happy then worry about what people think" moo moo said
I looked down maybe she is right maybe I should take a chance
"I'll think about it"
"Well me and bun about to go out I'll bring you something back" she said standing up
"Ok love you" I told her
"Love you more" she said hugging me
I walked her to the door before I returned to the bedroom
"Ugh what am I going to do" I asked myself
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