Things have been awkward between me and Des for awhile now he doesn't speak to me no matter how hard I try to talk to him he just treat me like I'm not there which kind hurts my feelings but I'll never let him know that
Right now I'm laying in the bed in the dark room looking at the ceiling while Des sleeping in the living room
I slowly got out the bed grabbing my silky pink rob off the door since I only had on a tank top and panties
I tried to open the door slowly as possible when I was out the room I went down the hall and stuck my head around the corner I couldn't tell if he was asleep or not but he didn't move so I was about to turn a around until he spoke
"What you want" He said with some much bass that I actually jumped a lil
I rolled my eyes and started back walking to the room that's when I heard moment and then he grab my arm turning me around
I looked at him up and down even tho he was younger than me he was way taller then me
He didn't have nothing on but boxers and I could slowly see his friend looking out at me which made me look up quickly
His expression was that he was really annoyed right now
"Are you done" He asked mugging me
"D-done with what" I ask him confused
"Eye raping me you swear you don't want me but you always checking for a nigga so what's up" He asked serious leaning on the wall watching me closely
"Fuck You" I said pushing him off of me and walking away
Before I could get to the room he pushed me up against the wall with my face facing the wall and his hands on both sides of me and I could feel his friend pressing against me butt
At the moment he spoke which made my hairs on my neck stand up and my breath to become uneven "you know what's so fucking funny to me is that you always speaking on my fucking age but yet you the one acting like you fucking 5 years old but me on the other hand at least I can express my fucking feelings like a fucking grown up but unlike you want to keep playing games you want me just like I want you but instead of you telling me want to walk around here bitching 24/7 throwing out every bitch I bring home you no what the fuck I'm even explaining myself it anit gone change nothing......I'm done trying with your ass" and with that he let me go I turn to see him walking down the hall
I took deep breaths before speaking up "I-I like you" I said low with my head down I could see him stop in his track
"What you say" he said turning around to look at me but not walking to me
"I keep telling myself he to young but in reality I'm just scared of getting hurt i been hurt some much in my life that I can't afford to be let down again....I never liked someone as bad as I like you it's like when I'm around you I can't control my emotions so I have to tell my self that your to young so I can stop thinking about you in that way" I told him letting everything out I was to embarrassed to even look at him
The whole house was dark due to it being night time and the fact that we didn't have any lights on which I was kind thankful for
Looking down at my white toe nail polish I felt my heart stop when I seen his bare feet in front of me
He lift me head up by chin I closed my eyes to help stop the tears
"Look at me" He said low in a deep voice
I shook my head no I couldn't face him knowing that he may reject me
"Please baby" when I heard them words left his lips I slowly open eyes to see him watching me he wiped my tears with his thumbs
I bit on my bottom lip looking at him "Does it helps" he ask
I looked at him confused
"When you try to convince yourself otherwise about me" He asked me looking a dead in my eyes
I looked away but he pulled my face back to him
I bit lip once again " No" I said ashamed
He stared in my eyes for what felt like a live time before I knew it his lips was on mines and I didn't waste no time kissing back
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