Who Am I?

Chapter one

My sixteenth birthday is coming up but I'm not looking forward to it. This will be my first birthday without my mom. I miss her so much. My grandmother said that my mom wrote me a letter to open on my birthday and that the letter will explain a lot of things and even let me know who my dad is. I guess I'm excited for that. I mean yeah I want to know who my dad is but I'm scared that he doesn't love me anymore. I finally decide to get out of bed and start getting ready for school.

" Sandy come." I say calling for my service dog

I need Sandy because I have problems being around large groups of people and I have panic attacks a lot so she alerts people around me when I need help. Sandy comes over and I pet her.

"Good girl. You ready for the last day of school?" I ask her

She barks excitedly.

" Yeah I'm ready for school to be over to." I say giving her one last rub behind her ear 

I get out of bed and start getting dressed.

" Angel you up!" My grandmother yells

" Yes mom mom! I'm getting ready now!" I answer back

I go over to my dresser and smiles when I see the box of the notes I have gotten over the years. My grandmother said they are from my dad and I really hope she is right. After I get ready I grab my bag for school and heads downstairs with Sandy following me. 

" Good morning mom mom." I say when I get to the kitchen 

" Morning Angel. Excited for the last day of school?" She asks putting some scrambled eggs on a plate for me

" Yes and Sandy is excited to. Aren't you Sandy." I say sitting down and starts eating 

Sandy barks again.

" Well you could just stay home. Your grades have closed." She says

" Yeah I know but I still need to say goodbye to some people and clear my locker out." I say as I keep eating

" Your going just to hang out with Cody aren't you?" She asks smirking

" What no why would you say that." I say blushing 

" Sandy once for yes two for no." My grandmother says smirking more

"Sandy don't you dare." I say

Sandy barks once.

" Sandy you trader. Your meant to be on my side." I say laughing 

" Sorry hun Sandy never lies. You better start going before your lover boy starts missing you." She says 

"Mom mom we're just friends. It's not like he'd like me like that anyway." I say getting up and putting my plate in the sink 

" You never know Angel. Anyway have a good day at school." She says

" I will." I say

I grab Sandy's leash and walk out the door. I see that the little flag is up on our mailbox so I go over to it and open it up to see a note with my name on it. I smile and pick it up and start reading it.

My dear Angel,
You have probably figured out who these are coming from. If you haven't your grandmother has told you. I'm so sorry for not being there in you life but me and your mom made an agreement that you will find out about later today. I wrote all these notes to you so it would still feel like I was in your life because I have been at every wonderful thing you have done. Hope to see you soon.
Love your dad

I look down at the note with tears in my eyes. I can't believe my dad was the person who wrote these. I mean yeah mom mom told me but I wasn't sure if she was right or not. I wipe the tears off my face and put the note in my bag. I hook Sandy's leash to her collar and starts walking to school. While I'm walking I can't help but imagine what my dad is like. I know he has bright blue eyes because my mom said I have his eyes but besides that I don't have any clue what he looks like.