WHEN WE WERE KIDS

chapter 11

KAYDEN----

IT WAS REALLY GETTING CRAZY WITH SHERANE FAMILY. I KNEW I NEEDED TO GET HER AWAY FROM ALL THIS DRAMA FOR A WHILE. I HAD MY OWN CAR, AND OWN MONEY, SO NOTHING WAS A PROBLEM. ONLY THAT I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHERE WOULD I TAKE HER.

AND THAN IT HIT ME. SHE USED TO ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HOW SHE WANTED TO GO TO A OCEAN. I WANTED HER TO JUST RELAX DURING THIS WHOLE SITUATION. AND I DID TO. AFTER DAVID TOLD US ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO DALLAS, IT HURT BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY LOST ALOT OF MY NIGGAS TO STUPID SHIT, SO OF COURSE I NEEDED THIS. SO I CALLED SHERANE TO TELL HER MY PLAN.

ME: WHATS UP RAIN?

SHERANE: NOTHING THINKING 

ME: ABOUT WHAT?

SHERANE: ABOUT......ALL THIS SHIT IM GOING THROUGH

ME: WHILE I GOTTA PLAN TO GET YO MIND OFF ALL THIS SHIT RAIN... UMM YOU KNOW HOW YOU TALK ABOUT GOING TO SEE THE OCEAN AND IT DONT MATTER WHERE ITS AT....WHILE I WANT TO TAKE YOU TO HAWAII....ONLY IF YOU WANT TO GO... I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU RELAXED FOR A WELL.

ALL SHE DID WAS START YELLING AND I KNEW WHAT THAT MEAN.

SHERANE: IS YOU SERIOUS KAY KAY!!!! OH MY GOD!!! YES I WANT TO GO !!!!! WHEN???!!!!?!?!?!?!

ME: RIGHT NOW IF YOU WA...

SHERANE: YESSSSSSSSSS!!!! ILL PACK RIGHT NOW!!?!??!! CALL ME WHEN YOU ON YO WAY KAY!!!! I LOVE YOU BYE SEE YOU SEEN????

I SWEAR I JUST HEARD HER SAY SHE LOVE ME. I KNOW WHAT SHE MEANT, BUT IT JUST FELT GOOD TO HEAR HER SAY IT. I PAYED FOR OUR TICKETS AND HOTEL, ETC. AND WAS ON MY WAY PICK UP SHERANE.

SHERANE----

I COULDNT BELIEVE KAYDEN WAS TAKING ME TO HAWAII. IVE BEEN NEEDED THIS LITTLE VACATION FOR A VERY LONG TIME. AND ITS JUST GOING TO BE ME AND KAYDEN.

I HAD A BIG ASS SMILE ON MY FACE FOR NO REASON(I DONT THINK). BUT I WONDERED WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IN HAWAII. I LOVE LANDSCAPE. JUST TO LOOK AT THE WORLD AROUND US IS BEAUTIFUL. 

BUT I FORGOT THAT I WAS GETTING READY, AND HAD TO FINISH PACKING UP FAST BEFORE KAYDEN CAME.

"WHERE YOU GOING ??" SADI DAVID.

"IM GOING OUT OF THE COUNTRY... KINDA"

"NAH YOU AINT ....YOU STAYING RIGHT HERE. YOU AINT EVEN ASK ME FIRST."

DAVID HAD BEEN ACTING FUNNY AFTER DALLAS FUNNRAL. SEEING HIS DAUGHTER CRYING THE WHOLE TIME AND SHE ONLY 1 YEARS OLD, WAS THE HARDEST THING ABOUT THE SITUATION. 

"FIRST OF ALL I DIDNT KNOW I HAD TO EVEN ASK YOU ABOUT ANYTHING, SECOND YOU CANT TELL ME I AINT GOING , AND THIRD IM GOING NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY."

"NO THE FUCK YOU AINT. I AINT FUCKING ABOUT TO LOSE YO ASS TOO...JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE STUBBORNING AND SHIT...MATTER OF FACT HOW THE FUCK YOU PAYING TO GO OUT OF THE COUNTRY IN THE FIRST PLACE??"

"NONE OF YO BUSINESS DAVID, AND YOU NOT GONE LOSE ME"

"SHERANE IF YOU SALING YO FUCKING BODY ...."

"DAVID WHY THE FUCK IS YOU BRING UP OLD SHIT THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST...."

I HEARD KAYDEN CAR PULL UP AND I WAS MORE THAN READY TO GO.

"BYE DAVID I LOVE YOU BUT I NEED THIS TRIP SO BAD AND YOU NEED A TRIP ALWAY FROM LIFE TOO... I PROMISE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN OK??"

"BRO I SWEAR IF YOU DONT COME BACK IN ONE PIECE, IMA KILL KAYDEN AND EVERYBODY ELSE AROUND ME.....RAIN IM NOT PLAYING AND YO ASS BETTER NOT COME BACK PREGNANT EITHER "

"OK I GOTTA GO BYE"

"BYE"

BY THE TIME I GOT IN THE CAR I WAS STILL MAD THAT DAVID BROUGHT UP THAT OLD SHIT ABOUT ME SALING MY BODY TO SAVE THE HOUSE. I WAS ONLY 15 YEARS OLD...15!!!!! MY MAMA HAD LOST HER JOB AND MARQUIS WASNT DOING SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND WE WERE GOING TO LOSE OUR HOUSE. SO I DID WHAT I SEEN IN THE STREETS. SEX, DURGS, AND MONEY. I WAS DOING ALL THAT TIL I TURNED 17. IN SOME WAY IT WAS MY WAY OF GETTING THE PAIN OUT, BUT IT WASNT HELPING IT WAS MAKING IT WORST.

"RAIN YOU OK MA"

"UMMM...YEAH IM GOOD....JUST READY TO RELAX"

"YEAH ME TOO"

WELL ITS NOT MUCH, BUT MY MIND IS ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW.....UMM MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY. LOVE YALL. KEEP VOTING, FOLLOW ME, ADD, BOTH MY BOOKS, AND PLEASE COMMENT!!! L*^E A.W.