part 16 - past memories always linger

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im in this place where it is nothing but black when all of a sudden there is a bit of light coming from a room in the corridor which is illuminated by this light. i walk towards it not knowing what is gonna happen, i look in to see mark. he doesn't look right, he looks like he is covered in blood and when i walk over to check if he is ok there is something written on the wall behind him saying 'LOVE IS TOURTURE!'. i jump back and hear whispering "its all your fault he is like this" i don't know who it is "its not my fault please don't blame me" i shout back "well your his girlfriend" i look around and see someone look like sean (jacksepticeye) "maybe if you didn't kiss him on the first day none of this would have happened!" he shouts coming closer and all of a sudden he is darting towards me, knife in hand, and i start running.

i stop in a room and try and catch my breath then all of a sudden i feel a hand cover my mouth and a cold object on my neck "you cant hide forever and your Boyfriend cant help you" i start to cry "kill me then" i say muffled "ok if that's what you want" he answers almost instantly and then there is darkness

i wake up in a sweat and i start hugging my knees and cry than i hear a knock at my door and someone entering "(y/n)! what wrong?!" its mark he runs towards me and hugs me "i...i...just h-had a really bad dream hat you died and sean started to blame me for it and start running after me with a knife" i said and he instantly hugs me harder and kisses my forehead "i would never do that" i said and I was so relived

When I calmed down mark was asleep whilst hugging me so I gently moved his hands and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror your and ugly piece of trash and you deserve to die! My thought were loud and annoying so to end the thought I saw a razor blade in my mirror cupboard and grabbed it "sorry mark" I whispered and brought the sharp blade to my wrist and glided it across my wrist multiple times till I washed the blade and put it back and washed my wrist and bandaged it up and rolled down my long sleeved top hoping he wont noticed.

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Sorry to leave you guys on a cliff hanger but I've been busy ad have some important news

THIS BOOK HAS 215 READS OH MY GOD!

Holy crap guys thank you so much for reading this welp I have to go so see you in the next chapter

-author-chan

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