| Aphmau | Minecraft Oneshots x Reader

| Garroth x Reader | All Alone

AHHH! I'm so excited! I hope you enjoy! Ima do the main guys before worrying about other characters first. Anyway, hope you enjoy! :P

Y/N POV:

Im so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,
And of you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone,

Garroth is his name, and I love him. I'm almost certain of it now. I doubted it at first, but now I realise. I'm in love with Garroth. But all he sees me is as a friend. He sees me as a sister. Is it selfish of me to want more...? Why can't he see? Why can't I just tell him? I'm just so scared of rejection..

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just to real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase,

I remember when he announced that he was with Aphmau. They were together. The happiness that shone in his eyes. Who am I to take that away from him? He loves her and he's happy with her. I should be happy because he's happy. But it hurts. It hurts so much. Please...Garroth, notice me.

When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,

I was there since day one. I was the shoulder he cried on, he always came to me with his cheating girlfriends. I was the one the comforted him, from his brother that he just wanted to love. So why can't I be the one? Even thought he saw me as a friend. I'd always love him.

But you still have...
All of me

You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind,

He smiled so often. It distracted me from my miserable life at home. I helped him with Zane. They have a better relationship, and I'm glad.

Your face it haunts,
My once pleasant dreams,
Your voice it chased away,
All the sanity in me,

I never really had good dreams. Always full of nightmares. From... Them. But now those nightmares are gone. Now it's just full of Garroth. Him breaking my heart and rejecting me countless times. But yet I always come back.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
The pain is just to real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase,

I never really met Aphmau personally. She was in the popular crowd. I'm more of an outcast. I thought she would last a week or two... I never expected it to last...

When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through talk of these years,

We were an inseparable pair! Until she came of course.. I told him how i felt left out and that he spent to much time her Aphmau. We fought. Eventually we forgave each other ,but, How can this simple girl get in between a 16 year old friendship?

But you still have...
All of me,

Iv tried so hard to tell myself,
That you're gone,
But though your still with me,
Iv been alone all along,

Helping him with his tie... with his first day with Aphmau. He smiles at me. A warm smile. Before saying goodbye and running of to collect her. At least he said goodbye...

When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,

He's marrying her. He's happy. Oh god I can't look. I feel sick. I want to throw up. It feels like thousands of knifes and pins are being stabbed into my heart. I couldn't look at them kiss. I ran. I ran as fast as I could sobbing violently.

Garroth didn't realise I left.

He comes by every now and again. With his perfect wife and two children. No matter what though.

I'll always be there..

But you still have...
All of me...

I COUDNT HELP MYSELF! I had to make it sad xD I'm sorry it's a bit short. But I will get better senpai! :D did you feel pain? Am I good? Bet your laughing in my face aren't you? ;w; Ima go work on another chapter! Laurence is up next! I'll try make it happier XD no promises tho! :P

-Kittuza <3