You Have An Eating Disorder

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ZAYN: You were getting reaady for another day at the gym. Zayn was downstairs making himself a sandwhich. You could barely even think about eating food.. It made you sick. You made your way downstairs with your gym bag and water bottle in hand. "Hey Zayn." You said walkind down. "Hey babe." He said walking over to the couch with his plate and soda. "Didn't you already go to the gym today?" He asked. You've already been twice, but you didn't want to waste time getting fat at home when you could be working off fat in the gym. "Yeah, but I wan't to go again." You said. You walked over to the refrigerator and started filling up your watter bottle. You turned around to see Zayn leaning up against the wall. "Is there something you wan't to tell me?" Zayn said looking at you. You stared at him with a blank face, then stared at the ground. "No," You said wakling past him " what would I have to tell you?" You asked walking towards the door. "That you have an eating disorder?" Zayn said chasing after you. You stopped dead in your tracks. You turned to face Zayn with tears in your eyes. "Oh babe." He said embracing you in a hug. You just lost it. The tears seemed never ending. Your knees got weak and you fell to the ground with Zayn's arms still wrapped around you. "Shh... It's going to be alright. You can make it through this.. Just calm down.." He said whispering in your ear. With Zayn's help, you thought maybe, just maybe you could make it through this.

HARRY: You walked in the door to see Harry finishing dinner. "Great." You whispered to yourself. You havent eaten for four days now. It was your new record and you were not about to break it. "Hey Harry!" You said happily. "Hey, love! I made dinner. I thought we'd have a nice relaxing night," he smiling up at you, "just the two of us." He said. He pulled out the chair for you to sit. 'I can't eat it, I can't eat it, I can't eat it' was all that crossed your mind. "It's lovely Harry." You said looking up at him. "I thought you'd like it." He said. A grin sweped across his face as you glared at the decoration on the table. Roses, candles, wine glasses... It just took your breath away. Harry walked over with a massive plate of food and sat it down in front of you. You looked down at it. Tears starting trickling out of your eyes. "I can't.." You whispered. "You can't what?" Harry asked looking at you. "Nothing, Harry It's beautiful." You said picking up the fork, pretending like you were going to eat it. "Oh.." He said. "Well, I'm going to use the restroom." He said. "Okay." You said. This was your opportunity. You planned to dump some of the food in the trashcan. He walked in the bathroom and shut the door. You quickly got up and started sliding food of your plate and into the trash. You smiled to yourself and turned to see Harry standing next to the table. You stopped dead in your tracks and looked at him. "What... what are you doing?" Harry asked. "I can't eat it Harry." You said. Your eyes got watery and you sat the plate on the counter. "What do you mean you can't eat it? It's your favorite." He said walking towards you. "I haven't eaten in four days Harry. I'm not about to start eating now." You told him. All he could do was stare at you. He didn't move a muscle. "You what?" He asked. "I have't eaten in four days." You said again, tears covering your cheeks. "Why not?" He asked you. "Because I'm fat Harry!!" You yelled. He walked over to you, held his arms out and motioned his hands for you to come hug him. You walked over and let him hug you. You heard him sniffling and knew he was crying. "I'm sorry Harry." You said hugging him tighter. "You're sorry? No, I'm sorry. I should have noticed!" He yelled. He let go of you and put his hands on his head. "How did I not notice?" He asked again as he turned around. "It's not your fault Harry." You said. "I'm an awful boyfriend. How could I not know?" He asked pleadingly. "I.. I don't know." You said. He came back and grabbed both of your hands. "We're going to get you through this." He said leading you towards the table. "Starting now." He said motioning you to sit down. "Pick up your fork." He said. You picked it up and cut a piece of the chicken and stuffed it in your mouth. At first you wanted to spit it out, but then started chewing. "Swallow.." Harry said. You swallowed the piece of meat and looked at Harry. "I just ate food." You said looking at him. He started chuckling. "And you're going to continue to eat food." Harry said laughing.

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