LIAM:
Today was the day. You were going to the beach with Liam. You had no idea what to wear considering you needed to cover up some parts but not make it look to suspicious. You decided to go with shortish jean shorts covering almost down to half of your thigh and a flowy, see- through, peachy tank with your Aztec bikini top showing. You left your hair down and natrual and decided to put just mascara and a little bit of lose powder on your face. You grabbed a bag, put a giant towel in it, your favorite book, a pair of headphones and sun tan lotion. "You ready babe?" Liam yelled from down the hall. "Yeah, Liam! Coming." You answered back. You grabbed your sunglasses, slipped on your flip flops and walked down the hall towards the kitchen. You both stepped out of the rented beach house and walked down the wooden bridge, hand in hand. You made it to the sand and layed out your towel and set up your tanning and relaxation station. "Babe, arent you going to get in the water?" Liam asked taking off his tank. "No, not right now." You said sitting down on the towel. "You go." You said. Liam shrugged his shoulders and raced off into the water. You giggled at his excitement and looked down at your book and began to read. It was almost prefect. The warm sun beating down on your skin, a good book in hand and soft music playing in the background. "Hun!" Liam yelled from the water. "Come on! Get in the water. I've been in hear for ages by myself!" He shouted. "I dont want to get in!" You whined. Liam jogged back up to you, lifted you off the ground and ran towards the water. "Put me down right now Liam James Payne!" You yelled. You couldnt stop screaming. 'It's going to burn like hell!' You thought to yourself. Then you felt it. The burning sensation ran from inner thighs all the way up to the bottom of your hip bones. "Ahhh, shit!" You screamed in pain. "SSSSSSSSSSSS.... Jesus Christ that burns like hell!" You screamed. "What does?!" Liam shouted. He immidiently picked you back up and carried you out of the water. You thought the pain in your thighs would never go away. You couldnt help but cry. "Ouch! Liam, please put me down!!" You cried. "I'm almost to the beach towel, babe." He said soothingly. You crying histarically. That hurt you so bad you didnt even know what sounds to make. He layed you down on the towel and stared at you. "Oh my god!" You whined. "What hurts?" Liam said crouching down next to you. "My thighs, my thighs!" You repeated it over and over and over again. Liam started to undo your shorts. "Liam NO!" You yelled out. You slapped his hands and he backed off. "What the hell (Y/N)! I'm trying to help you!" He shouted. "I'm not even wearing underwear." You said. "Ohh..." Liam said, "Just let me look..." Liam said. You finally moved your hands away from the button and zipper of your jean shorts and brought your arms up to your head. Liam gently started to unbotton and unzip your shorts. He slowly slid them down wich made you whimper in pain. He pulled tham all the way down to your ankles and gasped. You didnt even want to look at his face. "Babe...." He said lightly touching your fresh cuts from last night. "Why?" He said sniffling. "I dont know Liam... It makes me feel better in a way.." You said crying still in pain. "Makes you feel better? Purpously cutting yourself makes you feel better?" Liam said in shock. "Yes Liam. It makes me feel better." You sassed back. You leaned up and started at him. "I cant take all this shit from your "fans". Telling me to go and kill myself, telling me I'm fat, saying that I'm ugly and you should be dating someone prettier." You said crying. "I cant take it!!" You screamed. Liam started at the sand. "I umm... I dont know what to say.." Liam said. Looking at you. "I dont want you to continue doing this to yourself." Liam said. "And I know you think no one cares about you, but I do. I love you, okay. And I dont know what's going to make you stop doing this, but I want to help you." He said. "You looked up at him. "I just feel like I'm on my own, and cutting myself feels like the only escape from this world. I dont feel anything. And when I cut myself I feel pain and that's the only time I ever feel anything." You said wiping away the tears. "Babe, people care about you. People do love you." Liam said grabbing your hand.
ZAYN:
You walked out of your room to find Zayn on the couch watching TV. "Hey, love." Zayn said as you came and sat down next to him. "Hey Zayn!" You squealed. You had just taken a shower and you ran your fingers through your wet hair. "Why are you wearing that long sleeved shirt?" Zayn asked looking at you. "It's like a thousand degrees in here." Zayn said fanning himself. "I'm actually kind of cold.." You whispered. Zayn chuckled. "I see the sweat on you face!" He said wiping it off for you. "I'm fine Zayn." You said giggling. "Well here," he said scooting towards you. He grabbed you arm and started to slide up your sleeves. "At least role up your-" "Zayn NO!" You yelped as you jerked your arm away from him. "What are those?" He asked staring at you for answers. "They're umm. They're.." You said turning away from him. "Why would you ever do such a thing?" He asked. "I dont know Zayn." You said wiping a tear that threatened to drip out of the corner of your eye. "Please tell me." He said pleading. You were silent for a moment. "Please.." He said his voice cracking. "I feel like you're never around Zayn. You're never here." You said standing up. "And, I'm tired of being alone for so long." You said crossing your arms. "But I'm here.." He said staring at you still shocked at what he saw. "Those cuts were caused by me?" He asked standing up. "I mean.... I guess so." You said shrugging. He buried his face in his hands. "I knew I shouldnt have dragged you into a relationship with me..." He mumbled. "Don't say that Zayn.." You said walking over to him. You put a hand on his back and started rubbing him. "No (Y/N)... It's my fault. I let you down. I'm never around to love you and make you feel special and beautiful. And it's not that I dont want to it's just that I never get to see you." He said. "I dont want to be holding you back. You could be with any other man in the world and instead you're watitng around for someone to come home." He said staring at you. "And I'm not even worth it." He said looking at the ground. To you, Zayn was making a point. But that doesnt mean you were just going to walk out on him. "Babe, I'm not going anywhere." You whispered. "I love you." You said kissing him on the cheek. "And trust me.. you're well worth the wait." You winked. "Just promise me you'll never do that again." He said staring at you, eyes wide and fists clenched. "I promise Zayn.. I promise." You said. He walked over to you and engulfed you in a bone crushing hug that seemed to last ages.
