Tell Me A Lie In A Beautiful Way (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 18

Matt's POV

I knew as soon as she answered the door she was pissed and she was not going to open the door for me under any circumstance so I resorted to threats, threats that I would have carried out if she hadn't opened the door. I was going to see her whether she liked it or not.

Finally she buzzed me in and I walked up the stairs slowly, trying to think about what I would say to her. I mean obviously we needed to have a good talk, but I just didn't think Kat would be in the talking mood.

I got to the top of the stairs and the door was open a little, but no Kat, so I let myself in and I could hear her in the kitchen.

I took a deep breath and walked in, and there she was, her back to me. So angry but so fucking adorable, standing there in her pyjama's, her hair messy, but of course as soon as I opened my mouth she pretty much bit my head off. I asked for  coffee and she told me to get my own.

So I started making my coffee, wondering exactly what to say, when she rinsed her cup, glared at me and told me to lock up when I was finished.

Well fuck. She really wasn't going to make this easy for me, not at all.

I stood there drinking my coffee, that I didn't really want, because like Kat said, it would keep me awake, while she stomped off to bed.

I finished the coffee, rinsed my mug and then did what she asked, I checked that the door was locked, turned off the lights and then I made my way to her room.

She wouldn't talk to me but I wasn't leaving until she did, so I went in the room, pulling off my shirt and jeans and climbing into the bed.

Of course Kat wasn't impressed when I climbed into bed, but too fucking bad, I was staying.

I got comfortable, while she laid on her side, her back to me. Yep, she was not going to make this easy at all.

"Kat." I whispered.

"Shut up." She snapped. "I'm tired."

"Fine." I sighed. "We can do this in the morning."

"Whatever." She grumbled, pulling the blankets right up to her chin, basically dismissing me.

I laid there watching her, listening as she fell asleep, her breathing getting heavier and only then did I move a little closer, resting my hand on her hip. I valued my life and I wouldn't dare do this while she was awake.

I continued laying there, well because I drank that fucking coffee, but eventually I drifted off, feeling better because I was at least with Kat, even if she wasn't talking to me.

I was sleeping pretty soundly, well until Kat woke me up, yelling.

"STOP TAKING PHOTO'S." She yelled.

I opened my eye's, startled and she was sitting up, yelling.

"Kat." I murmured.

She ignored me and that was when I realised she was dreaming, talking in her sleep and then lightening flashed.

"I said, no photo's." She mumbled, laying back down.

I smiled, obviously in her sleep state she thought the lightening was photographic flashes and that was amusing.

"It's not photo's." I murmured, moving closer to her. "It's a storm."

Obviously she didn't hear me, or take any notice, because suddenly thunder rumbled and she sat up again.

"Was that a gunshot?" She asked someone in her dream.

"No." I murmured pulling her back down next to me.

I'd heard Kat mumble in her sleep before, but this was the first time I'd heard her so vocal and animated, it was actually pretty fucking cute.

I pulled her against me, holding her close and I felt her relax, her dream over, her talking finished, so I laid there with her in my arm's while the storm moved over us.

I kissed her forehead while I laid there. I wasn't sure what I was going to do, but I needed to make this work, with Kat. I needed her, we belonged together, I just hoped she felt the same.

I laid there, thinking about what Dani said. Did Kat really think what we had was casual? It honestly couldn't be further from the truth. What we had was anything but casual and I'd obviously made the mistake of thinking Kat realised it.

Thunder rumbled again and I felt Kat move against my chest.

"Is it storming?" She mumbled into my chest, now awake.

"Yeah." I murmured. "Go back to sleep."

"Hmm." She murmured and I smiled in the dark, at least she wasn't pulling away, abusing me.

I laid, there, watching the lightening flash, holding Kat when she shifted a little, kissing my chest, her lips making there way up my neck, to my lips. As her lips reached mine I felt her hand slide down my stomach, into my boxer short's.

What the fuck was going on? Before bed she hated me and now, well now.........

I groaned as I felt her hand wrap around me softly, moving slowly up and down. My body came to life immediately.

"Take them off." She murmured against my lips, pulling at the waist band of my boxer shirts.

Lightening flashed and I got a glimpse of her face, fuck she was beautiful and serious, she was deadly serious.

I wiggled my way out of my boxer's as Kat wiggled out of her pyjama's, lightening occasionally illuminating her body.

God she really was perfect and was this a fucking dream?

She kissed me again, pushing on my chest, pushing me onto my back. I wasn't going to argue with her so I did what she wanted.

Lightening flashed again and I watched as she straddled me.

Don't get me wrong, it felt fucking amazing as she gripped me in her hand, lowering herself onto me, but I wanted to be close to her. Right now I craved her closeness.

I closed my eye's, biting my lip and gripping her hips as she began to move slowly.

Fuck. I wanted to turn the light on, watch her, but the storm was helping and I was getting flashes of lightening, lighting up the room.

Thunder rumbled and Kat moaned softly, moving her hips a little quicker.

Fuck, she felt so good and I was doing my best to control myself, but I was losing.

"Oh god." She moaned softly and I felt her tightening around me.

That was it, I couldn't cope anymore and I sat up, grabbing hold off her, kissing her and pushing her onto her back, moving slowly with her, feeling her orgasm and fuck it felt so good.

I kissed her again, burying my face in her neck, letting go and fuck me, it felt so good and fuck I'd missed this, this closeness with her.

I slowed down, my hands buried in her hair, kissing her softly. I kind of didn't want it to end, but I was only human.

We didn't talk, Kat still hadn't said anything to me, well except telling me to get naked and she still wasn't speaking.

She wasn't speaking but she curled up against me after, she returned my kisses until she fell asleep.

I didn't sleep, I laid there watching her.

God. I was in love.