Dear Maymay, Mahal Kita Alam Mo Ba?(COMPLETED ♡)

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Tito Boy: Maymay? si Luis ba O si Edward?
Maymay: Actually po tito boy matagal ko na pong gustong sabihin ito sa lahat ng fans ko at sana'y maintindihan po nila. Si Luis po! siya po talaga ang gusto ko!
SIYA PO TALAGA ANG GUSTO KO..
ANG GUSTO KO...

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Beep. Beep. Beep.
My alarm just went off. I was draining sweats all over my body. I hated my dream. If felt so real that I was gasping because of jealousy. It was so real that I can't imagine you being with kuya Luis May. Am I going crazy? am I going nuts?

And my phone rang so loud it echoed thru the entire room. And when I saw the caller Id I answered it readily. It was Heaven. She reminded me about what  I have promised to her. The thing I promised her during the time we had a conflict May. It was a sort of date, sort of.  But it was never really a date May I swear. It will be just a simple convo over coffee and that's it.

And then you called me. Gosh it made my day! I sounded so gay there. The squeek in your voice made me giggle in happiness. "Oh May? what's up?", I bluffed. "Hala grabe bai english man dayun!", you sarcastically replied. "Hahah.. no really what's up May?", I softly asked." Kuan ba labas tayo Edward pasyal tayo ba wala man tayung taping! sama natin sila Kisses at Yong!", you sounded delightedly excited. I really wanted to say 100% yes but the thing is I already promised the day to Heaven which by the way was also excited daw to see me, I don't know why.

"Ahnmm... kasi Maymay..ano..", I stuttered nervously how'd you react. "Na paktai na bai! na bulol ka na sa excitement noh?!", you laughed hard. "No. Kasi May.. I promised Heaven to hang out with her.", I said directly and cautiously at the same time. There was this long silence between us in the line. I was gasping. You were not talking at all. I can hear you breathing heavily with all the excitement melting away. "Maymay? are you still there?", I asked sincerely. Oh men! "Ah sige bai di bali nalang may lakad nga pala kami ni Kuya Luis! Sige Edward see you tomorrow..", you said bluntly. Then you hanged the phone up leaving me worried sick. Were you disappointed May? and why the hell go out with Kuya Luis? what the hell!

I punched my pillow so hard it teared up. I should've chose you. But forty five minutes later here I am at the cafe sipping my coffee  with Heaven holding my hand confessing something..

This looks like a real bad dream.

Dismayed,
Edward