i think i am at ease.
things won't change, i know.
but thats okay.
you are always always there,
but i do not look,
it does not hurt.
not right now.
right now,
the wind blows,
the rain falls.
i hear and i see and i smell the earth.
so much green, so much life
it stings my eyes,
drowns my lips.
and it is blissful.
i think i am at ease.
