It's Complicated

16

~Back to Alexa's POV~

I went throughout the worst pain ever.

The Doctor had to rebreak my bones in wolf form, then I had to shift back into human form, I felt like I was going to die.

Right now I'm sitting in the guest room of the Pack House, with an i.v connected to my arm.

I'm sweating and they have fifty pounds of blankets on top of me.

I go to push them off put pain surgers through me.

I whimper out in pain as a shadow moves on the other side of the room.

I can tell its a guy by his posture.

"Spencer?" I call out trying to figure out who it is.

The figure growls lowly, walks towards the night st and beside and turns it on.

The light illuminates a face so breathtaking, I gasp.

Lorenzo.

"How are you feeling?" He asks sitting on the side of my bed.

"Well beside the fact I had a chunk of my rib ripped out, my ankle broke I'm quite fine." I say sarcastically.

"Dont." He says growling at me.

I take my head back and raise my brow at him.

"What's your problem?" I ask not like his tone.

"I'm sick of lying. Of pretending. You need to tell Spencer today."

I sigh.

"Lorenzo, it's not that easy. I can't break his heart." I say looking into his eyes.

"Well you're breaking mine." He says before getting up and leaving.

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Since Lorenzo wAlked out on me, Ive been crying nonstop.

I've told the Nurse that has been caring for me no visitors.

I've healed but I'm still a bit sore.

As I think about my situation I know No matter what, someone's getting hurt.

I love Spencer, but I've grown to love Lorenzo, learning more about him and meeting his wolf.

He's right, I need to tell Spencer. Once I do that I can figure out what to do next.

Mia is coming to get me, so I can head home.

I think I'm capable of walking home but Doctors orders is that I be with someone at all times.

"Hello sweetiepie," Mia says walking into my room with flowers.

I smile seeing her friendly face.

"Hey." I reply back.

"Ready to go home?" She asks linking my arm softly.

"I miss my bed." I say and we both laugh.

As we walk through the Pack House people send me sympathetic looks.

At the door is Luna Sapphire talking to Alpha Paul.

They great me with soft smiles as we approach them.

"How you feeling Alexa?" Luna Sapphire asks giving me a hug.

"Better" I say nodding.

"Mia, you can head home. Sapphire and I would like to speak with Alexa. We will escort her home." Alpha Paul says to Mia who nods and walks out.

"What's up?" I ask.

"Come to our office." Luna Saphhire says leading the way.

Once in I sit on a couch and Sapphire and Paul sit on the other.

"I'm not one to beat around the bush, so I'm just going to say it. We know you and Alpha Lorenzo are mates." Alpha Paul says.

"True mates." Luna Sapphire adds.

I just sit there and look at the both of them.

"This is a bad game you are trying to play, and either way you will lose. Maybe both of them if you keep prolonging it." Alpha Paul says.

"I Get what yous are trying to tell me Alpha-"

"Alexa call me Paul."

"I get what yous are trying to tell me Paul, but I don't want to lose them. I know my heart truly belongs to Lorenzo but Spencer has always been there for me. Been the family I lost." I say tears brimming my eyes.

Sapphire comes and joins me on my couch placing her hand on my knee.

"Sweetie, Lorenzo will be your family and more. We all know you'll always have a special love for Spencer but that's not who the Moon Goddess assaisgned for you. You may have things in common, but you and Lorenzo are more compatible." She says as a tear falls.

For a moment we sit in silence and then I nod.

"I know. I'll tell Spencer tonight." I say looking up at Paul.

"I don't want to be an asshole-
"

"Too late," Sapphire says cutting Paul off with a smirk.

Paul rolls his eyes.

"I don't want to be an asshole, but you know you won't be tell him tonight you'll think about too much and back out, I called Spencer telling him you'll be heading over around four." Paul says standing up.

"What time is it?" I ask.

"Three fortyfive." He replies.

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Damn Paul, why you gotta do her like that?