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Shawn Mendes

"You've got a hold of me

Don't even know your power

I stand a hundred feet

But I fall when I'm around ya"

"Please don't go... please don't leave me." I begged.

"It's for the best, all we do is fight... and if we don't we are victims of a silent night." he cried, as he picked his jacket up off the sofa and headed for the door.

"Shawn..." I started.

"We are too young. We have a life to live. We need to experience the world before we rush into things. We are still immature. We aren't working, we may never work out. We might just not be meant to be." he said, holding the door open.

I looked down at my feet from where I stood a small distance from him, hiding the tears streaming down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry." he said, before closing the door behind him.

"No... I'm sorry." I whispered as I fell to the floor, my sobs echoing through the empty house.

"______?" my mam asked as she came through front door laden with food shopping.

"Shawn?" she called.

Fresh tears rolled down my cheeks from my huddled position on the living room floor, my back resting on the sofa. Not enough energy to make it any further.

"Where are they?" my dad asked.

"Mammy? Daddy?" I cried out for them, my head slowly rising from my position.

"Oh my darling, what's the matter?" my mam asked, dropping the shopping and rushing to my side.

"Where is that boy?!" my dad asked, his anger rising.

"Not now." my mam snapped as she shushed me.

- - - -

"Show me an open door

Then you go and slam it on me

I can't take anymore

I'm saying baby"

"You need to get up an go out sweetheart, see the world again." my mam said, standing in the doorway of my bedroom.

I nodded reluctantly as I unwrapped the duvet sheets from my legs and made wobbly footsteps towards the bathroom.

"I thought we would last forever..." I hiccupped as I looked at my tired and tear stained face in the mirror, my red eyes stinging and puffy.

I ran my hands through my hair and tugged at it in fists.

"I can't take it anymore. I miss you... I love you..." I whimpered, reaching over to run myself a bath.

- - - -

"Please have mercy on me

Take it easy on my heart

Even though you don't mean to hurt me

You keep tearing me apart

Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart