A THUGS Lover

Can you Hear Me ?

Juju POV

It's cold and dark where I am . I can't see nothing but a little light ......should I follow it ? hmmmm it's like it's calling me , maybe I should follow it .

"Juju ! Juju baby can your hear me ? "

Huh ? Reyna ? Ree Ree is that you ? I can't see you I can only hear you !

"Doctor why can't he hear me ?

Your friend is in a coma , if he doesn't wake up in a few days we have to shutdown the machine .

No you can't do that ! He'll wake up i know he will !"

I could hear Reyna talking ..... I'm in a coma ? How did that happen ? If only I could open my eyes !

Reyna ! Reyna ! Please help me ! PLEASE ! I need you baby !

"Oh Joseph this is all my fault ."

No Reyna it's not your fault girl I'm okay-

"Can you hear me jujube ? I hope you can because I need you to wake up for me .... come on I know you can wake up for me please Joseph please wake up ."

Me head was spinning the light was gone I couldn't find it anymore . Damn it ! Open your eyes Joseph !

Reyna POV

I've been at the hospital for hours now with juju . I can't believe that ass hole TyQuan shot him twice ! one in the stomach & the other in the chest .

The doctor said juju might not wake up because the bullet to the chest , it hit right beside his heart .

"Juju, remember that one time when we were little kids . you asked me to marry you with a blow pop in your hands , but I said no . Did that hurt your feelings ? or that one time I kissed you because you saved me from the big bug , did that make you feel good ? I just wanna know ... I just wanna know .."

My voice trailed off while I was wiping the tears away . I couldn't fight back the tears anymore they were rushing down my face like a water fall . Just thinking of loosing juju brought me to tears .

"Ree Ree ?"

I jumped at the voice that called my name.

"Juju is that you ?

No Ree it's me Marky ."

I turned around to see my brother standing in the door way .

"Is he going to me okay ?

I don't know , the doctor said he ......he won't make it ."

I tried swallowing the lump in my throat .

"Reyna now you know juju is way too in love with you to not make it .

You think so ?

Mmm for a straight A student you sure do miss the little things .

Yeah maybe ...but I just can't believe TyQuan shot him just like that , right in front of me , no hesitation .

You want me to take care of him ?

What!? no Mark ! you know his boys will come after you & I'm not trying to lose you !

Reyna you will never have to worry about loosing me okay?

Okay , & i know ...... wait where Honey ?

She's at the house , she needed time alone and so did I .

Oh okay .

I know your hungry by now Ree .

I'm starving ! I just didn't wanna leave him here .

Okay imma get you some thing to eat .

Okay thanks Marky ."

Mark POV

On the way to pick some food up for Reyna I realized I didn't have any cash on me , so I was headed home.

*five minutes later*

"Honey , I came to get some money ....Honey ? where the fuck is she at ?"

I walked up stairs into my room she wasn't there. then I heard singing ....the words to lullaby Honey's parents use to sing to her. I followed the singing & it led me to the bathroom I tried opening the door but the door was locked.

Honey POV

I was in the bathroom sitting on the edge of the tub , clutching one of Mark's pistols singing my mom and dads song before I send myself to see them after soo many years . I thought about it long & hard as I brushed my fingers across the hard cold metal of the gun . I was going to take my life away because I finally realized I do no not belong in this world , I'm a curse . every thing I ever loved or even cared about dies , so why should I be here killing everything that means something to me ?

"Baby ..open the door for me ."

I heard Mark's voice on the other side of the door but I just ignored it finishing my song . I held the cold gun to my head , tears streaming down my face & my hand shaking looking in the mirror . I cocked the gun back . "Goodbye world , as I take my life before you take away something else I love 1....2.........3

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The door swung open hitting the wall making a loud boom noise , I tried pulling the trigger before Mark stopped me but he was too quick . He slapped it out of my hands & grabbed me from reaching the gun .

"No Mark stop I need the gun , get off me !"

I was punching and kicking trying to squirm away, but he was too strong.

"Let me go ! I need to end it all ! please *starts sobbing*

Let me go ... please ."

My voice trailed off into a million tears as I gave up . Mark refused to let me go after ten minutes of being on the floor.

"Honey ... I know this is hard , but killing your self is not an option ! did you once think about me or Reyna ? or how this would hurt the hell outta me if you took your life !? Girl I love you and I will do anything to make you understand that ."

I listened to what he said , no I didn't think about how I would affect him or Reyna ... I was thinking of my self & how it would be much easier to end it all hear just to run away from the darkness .

"Mark..... I love you too!"

I flipped over on too of him & cried into his chest , he hugged me & rubbed my back . We were just laying there in complete silence , letting the world Mack us yet again.