Glances

The Thirty-Nineth Note

I have seen you.
Definitely.
But I could not go and talk to you when you were with your group of friends again.
Instead, I kept on avoiding you and regretting that I was avoiding you.
Such a bad day it was.
Do you hate me now?
Do you wish you never talked to me again?

I was doing some homework at night when I received your message, you asked why I was running from you, I did not have an answer for that or maybe I did I just did not want to confesse my fear.
I replayed that it was nothing, we just did not cross roads.
I waited for your replay, the homework in front of me long forgetten.
And then you were calling.
O' my lord, what to do now? I thought to myself.
I did not pick up the first time and the second, but you kept on calling so I had no choice.
Hello, came your voice a beautiful melody to my ears.
I don't care if you dont want to talk to me, I want to talk to you, why did you avoid me? For real now.
And I answered truthfully, maybe because I was surprised, you wanted to talk to me, or maybe because I was content.

We talked for an hour. Forgetting time when I was talking to you or just merely thinking about you was the easiest thing to do.
And before we said good night, you reminded me that you will be waiting for me tomorrow, and I couldn't be happier.