my story Of My Son Being Premature

really fed up

I had a nurse keep telling me that as soon as I had rest I would be taken to see my little boy but that never happened I didn't see him till 5pm I felt completely lost not being able to see my son as I gave birth to him n didn't get to see him right away. When I went to see him at 5pm his body looked so small and fragile I was scared to do anything with him as I was scared I would hurt him with him being so tiny so in the end it caused me to get postnatal depression i couldn't bond with my son at first without being down but I didn't know I had it at this point. I asked how my little boy was and they said he was doing well but because he was so early he had to be in humidity as well as he was jaundice so he had to stay under a blue lamp.