DOPAMINE [spam!]

depressing as shit

gonna be sad for a bit cause i need 2 let out this feeling

ever since i was in elementary school i've been insecure because of my skin tone. in kindergarten, a few white girls i hung out with told me they didnt want me around anymore because i was "brown".

in second thru fifth grade, boys wouldnt talk to me because i wasnt white and pretty

and even though nobody will admit it now, i know that a reason i've never really been with a guy is because i'm not white and frilly. i have black hair, dark brown skin thats kind of hairy but i'm indian, and im a flimsy kid with bad posture.

im mot bashing on white people i have tons of white friends im just not very comfortable in my own skin and its really fucking sad

if i told this to my mom she would be so sad since i get my dark skin tone from her but i guess this is the only place to let it out

i dont know how to feel pretty in my own skin