i love him.
oops.
let me explain.
im helplessly and hopelessly in love with my best friend.
i'm not even sure when it started.
maybe it began in kindergarten when he was the first boy in the class who wanted to talk to the new brown skinned girl with the wild curls.
he always called them beautiful.
or maybe it began in middle school when he stood up for me whenever luke and his friends would tease me for my obviously thrifted outfits.
perhaps it was in highschool when he let me take him to prom after we found out his then girlfriend mandy cheated on him with luke.
she was a bitch and we obviously hated each other.
she was always threatened by our friendship. i'm still convinced to this day that she knew how i felt about him before i knew.
well who cares when i started loving him.
i just know i do.
i've know for awhile now.
i know jay loves me too.
just not in the way that I do.
