Shane Pov
I hate myself i hate myself i repeat as I look in the mirror. she left me. I love her so much but i pushed her away. Why am i like that is. It kills me to wake up and find out shes gone.
(on the radio)
" if you love me let me goooo"
"great even the radio hates me"
knock knock
who could it be?
I look through the window and i see Lisa. i answer the door. " hey Shane, listen i just stopped by to say thanks for working with me on the movie. well I also came to see if you wanted to make a video with me. I was going to to do it with joey but he is busy so can i do with you?"
i look at her i realized what she was doing then i told her " listen Lisa I'm not in the mood you can work with someone else because I don't want to do anything right now" with that she left. I looked at my self again i really hated the fact that i pushed her away and it was all because i was mad at myself for getting someone i don't deserve. i grabbed my phone and looked at her number for a good 5 minutes then i finally called her
ring ring
"hello...."
"baby listen i know you said you don't want to talk to me but I'm not going to let you go, not this easily , not after all we have been through, listen I know you may not want to hear me but I love you I really do and I wanna spend my life with u. Please baby come back home, come back to me , I don't want to lose u" she didn't say anything for a while then she hung up.
It's over i thought she doesn't want me I don't deserve her . Then after 30 min I hear the door open. I thought it was Lisa and I was about to tell her to get lost. I walk to the door and I see Y/N. when she looks at me I can see the tears and a small smile. I reach to hug her. She starts to cry on my shoulder. "I don't ever want to let you go" she smiles. I really love her
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So sorry I just updated I was really busy with school I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. I will write more because it's summer
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FanfictionShane Dawson releases his new book it get worst and has a party. There he meets a girl that Lisa bring at the end of the party Shane looks for the girls btw I will add more just wait have new ideas almost everyday disclaimer does use some sting lang...
