The Choices She Makes

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

"Why?"

"Because."

"Why?"

"Because."

"Why?"

"Uggh because I was upset and I wasn't happy."

"You could've called me."

I groaned into the phone. This is why I didn't want to tell Jesse about what I did. I already feel bad enough but he's just making me feel worse.

See it's now two days after what happened at the cafe and I am still staying at the motel ignoring the world. The past two days have been filled with Netflix and food with the occasional shit here and there. Overall, I was moping.

Today I gathered the courage to tell Jesse about the situation and well, you see how that's going.

"You wouldn't understand. Plus I didn't want to worry you," I say in a light voice hoping it'll calm him down. I smile when I hear him sigh slightly letting me know that he's calming down.

"I know it's just. I really hate that you're alone with this and I'm always worrying about you because I love you baby."

"Yea, I love you too and don't worry too much I want you to live long baby," I chuckle slightly and grin when I hear his laugh. I swear it's like a beautiful melody.

"Yea, yea okay but I want the same for you so don't be too reckless love."

"Okay but only for you love. I got to go I love you."

" Love you too. Bye."

Jesse POV

After hanging up with the love of my life I sigh. God I miss her a lot. I turn over in my bed and look at the ceiling. I really hope she likes my surprise. Her birthday is coming up and I'm nervous but excited for it.

I feel bad for lying to her about being grounded but it'll all be worth it when she finds out my plans.

I know that she'll be mad but I think it's time for us to move on. I love her so much and I keep almost losing her but I know that it's time. I just hope she understands.

Matthew POV

"Ugggh where the hell is she?" Gosh I'm going crazy. I haven't seen Alexus in days and I'm going insane. I'm worried and I miss her. I would kill myself if something bad happened to her.

"Pacing isn't helping Matthew so get your ass down here and help me get her on her cell dammit." Seriously if Jose didn't know how to hack shit I would've killed him a long time ago. He's such an asshole to me.

"Shut the hell up and hurry up." I keep pacing trying to think of where she would go. I'm exhausted I'll admit. I haven't slept since yesterday and I'm tired as hell but I can't sleep not knowing where the hell she is.

Looking at the doofus at the computer I realize that he looks just as worried as I do. He's sweating buckets and is turning red. I have also noticed the circles underneath his eyes and his eyebrows are furrowed in concentration.

"Yelling at me isn't helping either asshole"

"Take your own advice dumbass." I growl at him. Me and him working together is a disaster. I hate him. He loves what's mine. Well actually she's Jesse's but I still love her and want her and when my plan falls through then she will be mine.

"I think I know where she may be."

"You tracked her down?" I ask in disbelief and look at him with wide eyes.

"Yea she's at the motel that was near the cafe we were at yesterday."I nod at the information he gives me and go into my side of the hotel room. I take the gun from underneath the mattress and stick it into the waistband of my jeans. I walk out and look at Jose. He was a good friend at one point I will admit but now he's trying to take my love away and I don't like it. In a few days she'll be one year older and he'll be six feet under.

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Author's Note: Well? How was it? I told you I'd update soon. I may do another chapter today for this one and a chapter for my other book. Speaking of my other book, you guys should check it out it's called The Good Girl's Secrets. Anyway love you guys, bye.