Okay so this may come to you as a surprise but there are some positives, like I know now who my real people are. And I learned from my mistake. I know now that whatever I do there will always be people that hate me, it may be more than the people that like me but at least I got some that like me. Some is better than none. I learned to keep my people as close as possible, and not push them away. I'm starting to try and improve myself as a person. I go live more often almost every day. I got my firs tattoo saying "trust your struggle" because I've been through a lot of struggles and shit. I have more people around because my friends make me happy. I talk more often to the people in my phone. And I appreciate everything my friends do for me. Doesn't matter if it's getting me food or actually sit and talk about stuff. They're there for me.