the worst type of
crying is the
silent one.
the one that occurs
when everyone's
asleep.
the one where
you feel it in
your throat,
and your eyes
become swollen,
red and blurry
because of the tears.
the one where
you just want
to scream,
and never
s t o p .
the one where
you have to hold
your breath,
grab your
stomach, and
cover your mouth
to keep quiet
and not let
anyone know.
the one where you
can't breathe anymore.
and you're happy;
because you don't
want to breathe.
at all.
