Yes or no?
Right or wrong?
Do I take this new path?
Or stay where I was all along?
Could I, couldn't I?
Do I have the guts?
I wish there was a clear way,
No if's and no but's.
Will it work out?
Or will it go down the drain?
If I let go now,
I might not get this again.
Is this what I want?
Is this really me?
Is this the best decision?
I wish I could see.
I'm taking a deep breath,
Donning that sorry smile.
I'm going for it now,
Putting myself on trial.
I'm having doubts,
Even though I've decided,
And I'm doing it now,
But have I been misguided?
Well, it's all over.
All's said and done.
I still don't know,
If this choice was the one?
Should I have done it?
Will it work out well?
I don't know just yet,
Only time will tell.
I can't count the times that I've cried,
Or that I've wished I could rewind.
But I'm stonger now,
I've left nothing behind.
The hurt and sadness,
I still can't forget.
But I'm sure of my feelings,
I'm not in regret.
All those hours of choice,
And then it's over quickly.
But I'm pretty confident,
This was the decision for me.
