I Wish

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Saad

I spotted her with Zenish talking. I decided to leave her alone for now because of my harsh behavior in morning.

I know I made a mistake but I have my own reasons to do what I did in past, reasons that no one can understand not even her, it was my decision to let her go rather than stuck with my misery forever. I never want to give her pain but I m the reason of her misery every time

Anum Jawar first I saw her entering in class room like an angel, she seems nervous and a bit scared. I remember I was rude so rude to her when accidently I bumped in to her well basically she bumped in to me

It didn't make any difference you both bump in to each other my subconscious scolded

"Cant you see" I yelled

She flinched at my outburst. I sensed her fear but at that time I also don't talk nicely with the strangers

"I..I. m-m ssorry" She stammered, while I glared her, I felt a tap on my shoulder and it was Zenish, she glared me back and walk upto her

"Saad how dare you scare her, say sorry" I stared her giving her no for an answer

"She is Anum, my papa's bestfriend daughter that means my bestfriend so say sorry if you want to be my bestfriend" She threatened

At that time Zenish was only my bestie, no one was my friend and her friendship was precious to me, so I listened her and apologized to her, honestly I didn't mean the apology, I was first jealous of her because then Zenish didn't talk to much and be with her but then time passed, I got to know her and we became best friend, I eventually fall for her. Yes I love her but she cant be with me. She deserves someone better than me but Zaid doesn't deserve her he is controlling her. He is snatching her dreams from her, the moment annoying part is that she is letting her to be controlled by him. I didn't want to be rude but please someone talk some sense in to her she is not doing right

I walked to cafeteria and spotted her sitting alone I wondered where Zenish is. I think I should apologize and talk to her calmly

"Hey where is Zee?"

"I don't know, she is gone for more than half n hour" She said without looking making circle in her juice with straw. She does this when she is nervous

"I m sorry" Her eyes met mine instantly

"You are not sorry for what you said for my fiancé or are you" She asked narrowed her eyes

On mere mention of her fiancé clenched my heart

"Nope I m not sorry for that but for talking rude to you this morning" I said there is no hiding that I don't like Zaid for her

"I don't understand why do you always says he is wrong whatever he does" She said with annoyance

"Is it necessary to answer when you know everything" I said nonchalantly

"No I don't understand, what is wrong with you"

"He isn't right match for you" I said

"Really? Then who is right for me Saad, the person who rejected me year back will now tell me who is right or who is wrong?" She let a sarcastic laugh

It brought back painful memories of my life

"Cant we for once talk without letting past in between" I said more like pleaded

I saw her tears forming in her eyes, I looked away those tears always make weak

"That man is chosen by my parents, they know what's better and what's not, so stay out of it Saad you made it very clear that we are friends nothing else so please if you cant say any good thing so don't say anything" She said standing from her chair

"Fine! do what your parents say, but deep down you know he is not right for you" With that she walked out of cafeteria. I just stared her retreating back

I wish I could tell; only I can wish

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Anum

After rejecting me, he has the guts to tell who is right or wrong for me, how dare he. I remembered the time I told my parents about Saad they didn't have any issue because they knew him and his grandmother, my mom was delighted when I told her my feelings to her. I never hide anything from my mother, she supported me in this. I waited him to confess first, to say something first I know he too felt something but my patience level broke and I confess him my love to him and what he did he brutally broke my heart. A simple rejection would be enough but no he broke my heart every time from then. I cried day and night, I didn't know why he was punishing me, he was doing everything to make me hate and to some extent he was successful as well, I was exhausted by all drama happening in my life but then a proposal came from me, I give the right to my parents to decide what is good or bad for me

Me, Zenish and Saad went to same school collage and now university, we promised each other that we three will be doctors and practice in our field but Zaid wants otherwise he want me to listen him and I guess I don't have any choice, my doctor dream was only for him. I was crazy at that time, I want to be doctor for him, so that we could spend our life each other but now there no me and him, it destroyed my every dream

I wish I never met him, only I can wish

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Zenish

I didn't hear anything from him after that day it was as if he had disappeared in air, my life from that day become a bit normal as it was, but every time my door bell rangs or mobile phone rings, I got scared and nervous what if he is on the door or on phone

I hate him for making me like this I was never scared but this man is another case, last time he threatened me his condition will crush my confidence I don't know now what he will demand in order to permit me to study

He has done worst now what more worst he can do my subconscious consoled

I entered my house to see darkness. Wait where is everyone

"Mama.. Papa" I called out but no response

"Zaryab, Zahaan where are you guyz"

Strange this is strange

Suddenly there was bang

"HAPPY BIRHTDAY ZEENISH" everyone shouted. Light were on and I saw my whole family along with my bestie there. My cousins were shouting hooting so much that I fear my ear drum will be damaged for sure

"Happy Birthday my princess" papa came and hugged followed by mom. Everyone hugged me

Gosh I forgot my own birthday this happened the very first time in my life

Soon the cake came and every one insisted me to make a wish. I closed my eyes and wished, I never see him again but then

"Happy Birthday" I opened my eyes, and there he standing infront of me green eyes devil

"Oh my god you like gorgeous fiancé" He said smirking . Everyone was just me and then him

Does he have to mention fiancé

No one knows this uptill now this will become a problem

I wish he never came in my life but only I can wish

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