STILL INTO YOU

35

I woke up and Conor was still sleeping-I can't believe how happy he was when he found out,of course everyone knows now since we told them last night

I walked downstairs after getting dressed-to be honest I don't think I'm ready for a child,I'm so scared

Caspar also told his mum last night when I went to bed but it's whatever

I got into the kitchen and everyone was sitting round the table eating

As soon as Emily saw me she stood up and Gave me a hug

"I know it might be scary now but this might be the making of you" she said

"Thank you" I say hugging her again

I sat down next to Caspar but I wasn't really hungry

"How you feeling" Theo asked

"I don't know,scared, worried frustrated happy" I say

"Why" oli asked

"I mean I don't know,I guess having a child at 23 isn't really what I expected,and Conor as well"

"What about Conor" Theo asked

"He's got a whole music career infront of him, I just feel like he was only pretending to be happy just for me" I say and then Conor walks in

"Morning" he said smiling

"Morning darling" Emily said

"Morning" I say as Conor pecked my lips and sat infront of me

"Are you not eating baby" Conor asked me and I shook my head

"You okay" he asked

"Yeah sorry,I'm just tiered" I say there was a few more minutes of silence before I blurt out

"What will my mum think"

"Darling, she will more than likely be happy for you" Emily said

"I know but,I don't want her or my dad to think that I'm wasting my life" I say

"They won't,listen why don't you and Conor call them today or something and speak to her" Emily said

"Yeah I will" I say smiling

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"Conor" I yell

"Yeah" he said coming into our bedroom

"I'm gonna call my mum" i say and Conor nodded and sat next to me

"Hello darling" my mum said

"Hi,I need to speak to you and dad" I say

"Okay your dads here" she said

"Put me on loud speaker" I say and she does

"Okay so yesterday it's been confirmed that I'm pregnant" I say

"Darling that's amAzing" my mum said and I can my dad cheer

"I know" I say

"Oh congratulations guys.and let me tell you Conor my son, your going to be a great dad" my dad said

"Thank you sir" Conor replied

"I'm so happy for you both" my mum said

"Thanks mum,I'm just really nervous" I say

"Oh darling I know but it's fine, if anything this is good for you both" she said we talked for a little while longer before I ended the xa