august 10, 2016
dear ryan,
i hope you are enjoying your new house in arizona. jersey isn't the same without you.
remember when we would drive down to the hill overlooking the city, we'd always bring bottles and get drunk. every time i pass it i have a feeling of emptiness that only you could fill. i can never go back knowing you were somewhere else, it was our spot, where we would confess feelings, plan our future together, and just laugh and have a good time.
when we kissed, shit, the whole world stopped and fireworks were going off. i can never kiss anyone else feeling that same way, every time i think about it i start getting teary-eyed.
god i miss you.
love,
ethan dolan
