I miss you.
I know it's my fault.
You did nothing wrong.
But my head is screaming at me for every little thing.
And right now, it seems I'm listening to everyone else around me and all the thoughts in my head.
Everyone's saying,
"it takes time."
"Just accept yourself and you'll figure it out."
"Take some time and just focus on you."
But my head is screaming,
"They don't understand."
"What's going to happen if I do?"
"They don't want you in their life."
"Push everyone away. That's the only thing you're good at."
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to feel.
I don't know what to think.
I don't want you to have to dealt with me.
But
I do miss you.
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Im Not Pretty
PoetryI'm not pretty. I don't say it to have others say I am it. I say because I truly believe it. If only you could see and hear my thoughts, you would understand. Sometimes, words help. And This is so you understand the pain it is to be broken. It's no...