|Feelings|

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we were thinking it would last,
hoping that we are the right ones,
for each other,
we ended up being the opposite,
we went separate ways,
then another person came in,
he gave me his affection,
I like how he treat me,
but I might take him for granted,
we became friends with benefits,
so I became attached,
hoping that he won't let go,
scared,
I'm scared if he made a decision,
a decision that I might cry over,
so I decided to distance myself,
feeling like I shouldn't.

would it be selfish of me?
to want him all to myself?
this is harder than it should be
"I like you" "I like you too"
i asked him if he's not making a mistake, i have flaws and i can't be fixed
then, he told me that
I was never broken to begin with
bollocks,
he makes my world seems so bright.

Amanda

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