With him~ solby

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Colby pov
I ran out of the house and kept on running. I stoped when I knew I was far enough away. I couldn't stop crying. I went to the place I used to hide when we lived in Kansas. It was out in the woods.

My phone buzzed and I pulled it out of my pocket.

Sam- please come back I know your hurting but we can get through it together

I typed back completely in tears.

Colby-I'm sorry sam I just can't do this anymore I can't be with you

I slid down a tree and cried. My parents broke up because of me. Because I love sam. I can't let that happen. No matter how much I love sam, I can't be the reason.

I cried for hours thinking about what to do. Then I decided to sleep in the woods. I would find my dad in the morning.

Sam pov
"Hey sam" my mom said coming down the stairs. I wiped my tears. "Yeah" i said. "Were all going shopping for the day you fine here by yourself" she said. "Yeah" I mumbled. As soon as the car pulled out I ran up the stairs crying harder then before.

I punched the counter causing my hand to bleed. I went into the bathroom and locked the door.  I got out the razor and cut slits up my arm. I couldn't stop crying. I washed off the razor and threw it away. I wrapped up my wrist and slammed my head into the wall. "Why" I screamed. I went back downstairs and put a Hoodie on to cover my cuts. I cried my self to sleep on the sam and Colby couch.

//Morning
Colby pov
I woke up covered in dirt. Then I remembered what happened. I got up and started running to my old house. I rang the doorbell and waited. My mom opened the door. "Colby" she pulled me to a hug. "Where's dad I broke up with sam you guys can get back together" I sped talked. "Colby why did you do that" she released me. "Because I want my parents together" I said. "Sit down" she said.

We sat on the couch. "Colby your father and I were already having a ton of problems. We were fighting daily. This was bound to happen whether your with sam or not. I know you love him. Your aunt is gay and I couldn't be more proud of you. But not anymore. I know you didn't want to break up with sam. So you forget completely about me and your father and tell me what you want" she said directly. "I want sam" I mumbled. "Then be with him" she said.

"But you and dad" I said. "Your dad left a few days ago and isn't coming back" she said. My phone buzzed and I pulled it out of my pocket.

Sam- I loved you more than anyone on this earth. I'm sorry I didn't mean that much to you. Don't worry I won't be fucking up your life anymore. Or anyone's. goodbye Colby I love you.

"Mom he's gonna kill himself" I screamed. "Go go find him right now" she yelled. I jumped up and ran out the front door.