im so peeved at my friend rigth now its not even funni. i have no idea what i did to her...but she started ignoring me for over 2-3 months now, what did i do this time, make her upset?? i honestly dont wanna be like this to her...she was my friend since 3rd grade...the only friend ive been able to get along with...and now she seems suicidal...she doesnt talk to me...and...and...she talks to others just fine...and she talks to chrissy like they're buddies and they're the most happiest people in the whole world...and i feel like i did something really bad that hurt them and they dont like me anymore...just...what did i do?was i not there for her in her hardest times? was i the worst friend she has ever had?? did i upset her?? what does she need from me?? she won't even give me a high five...heck...even make a full good ol' fashion funny conversation with me....i think i killed our friendship. ugh i wanna die just thinking of me doing that to us....
