y'know, i should just kill myself
no one would see this, so no one would care
i guess that's just permission to kill yourself right there
why am i even on here anymore
i'm wasting my time
i've been wasting my time
all of it
i've disappointed all of my friends
and i've disappointed my parents
my life is just a joke
a terrible one at that
look at me, talking to myself
i'm stupid
thinking that i have friends
thinking that my life is okay
i only want friends so i don't feel lonely
i only play people
my whole life story shows that
i've wasted my time living
i've wasted all of it
all of it
i don't care who says i'm over reacting
and i'm not gonna come back and say i'm sorry
i'm not trying to get any fucking attention
i don't give a shit
there's too many fucking i's in this chapter
guess that proves i'm full of my fucking self
always feeling sorry
now i understand why my parents hate me
cause i'm too full of my fucking stupid self
i just want to fall into a pit
and be trapped in the bottom
and die there
i just wanna die
die
die
die
die
die
