Helpless II John Laurens x reader

Chapter 6

He leaned up and kissed you
I guess I made his bpm go up.
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*flashback to when you were 12*
"John I-I'm scared."
"Shhhhh, it's okay."
"No, I'm scared."
"Y/N.." he was cut off by his own screams
"John!"
His parents were lifeless on the floor, but then you saw somebody, he was armed. Then you looked over and saw John unconscious on the floor, blood spilling out of his stomach
"What did you do to him?"
"None of your business."
You scurried over to John and examined his wound, he got stabbed.
"Aww, look at the little girl. She's trying to get her boyfriend to wake up."
A wave of anger came over you
"Well, we will see who is the little girl after this." And you punched the guy in the jaw.
"You little."
He took a swing at you with his knife, you dodged it and punched him in the jaw once more, this time much harder. You saw him spit out blood. He lunged at you, but to his surprise you dodged and kicked him in the nuts multiple times.
He was unconscious, so you scurried back to John and looked at him. You brushed his soft, curly hair out of his face and started to cry. A moment later, you felt something warm on your lips. You opened your eyes and there was John. His wound was still bleeding, but not as bad. And then you wrapped up his wound and dialed 911.
*flashback over*

"Y/N? You okay? He asked
You looked over at him, he could tell you were terrified
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked
You shook your head
"What happe......." he was cut off by your lips.
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I just realized how intense that was